reply to post by Universal Light
WOW what a wonderful post!!!!!!! im gonna have to read it over again to take it all in!!..... it was fascinating
.....did this happen after the morgellons because i read that morgellons may be associated to dna change and that you become much more spiritual as a
result, im still open to that theory and its a very interesting concept....
....Also you mentioned you look in a mirror and see your face change, id really appreciate it if you read my thread 'changing faces' as something
happened to me a few years ago that i still cant explain...
Ive fallen off track a bit lately, i had a minor illness that doctors thought it was best to put me on steroids for
and not only do i feel quite
bloated but my head just felt like i was in a fog.....so i stopped taking them and am trying to get my health back on track by myself because the docs
seem absolutely useless in every way...in my case anyway.....
The day i started this thread, i was quite confused and having some thoughts/ feelings that i couldnt make any sense of and as the thread stated to
progress, things started to fall into place and make sense..... to cut a long story short, all the little coincidences led up to me finding out big
things, if that makes sense?.......... i wanted to know about the world and whats really going on, because things just didnt 'feel' right and i felt
something big was on its way...... i feel ive found the answers, and even though i dont like much of what ive found, im glad i have as its changed my
whole outlook on life.... so i can honestly say, my life has literally done a 360 since starting this thread.... my whole midset has changed......
At the moment, things around me are feeling very odd, i really wish i could explain it, its almost like i have a new set of eyes, things do not seem
right, or even real sometimes....things i didnt notice before, like how un-natural everything is, i have this deep longing to go back to basics, to
get to the core of me so to speak (sorry if im sounding a bit loopy! its hard to put these feelings in words) things are starting to look 'alien'
for example, being stuck in a traffic jam the other day, i looked at the rows and rows of cars and it just looked so wrong....rows of houses, busy 9am
rush hour, it just all of a sudden seems bizzare, like that is not what life is, like we are doing it all wrong?
I like to think ive always been quite spiritual and 'awake' but this seems like another level.... and im finding it hard to balance the good with
the bad, for example.... the nwo and such like, very depressing stuff and easy to be consumed by it, but on the other hand, my intuition keeps pushing
me towards becoming as enlightened as i can, so trying to switch off all the bad to focus on the good does get difficult......
I mentioned in my first post that i feel like im waiting for something 'big'....ive felt that way for years....and lately ive stopped having that
feeling, not because its gone, but because its here and happening now (although im still not sure what it is!)
dreams are also becoming odd.....signs, symbols, speaking, really odd things, that im aware are important but have no clue what to do with them!!!
I hope im making at least some sense, i dont know whats happening, but im very aware that something is........ hope everyone else is doing well, and
thanks again for making this thread so great!