reply to post by cosmicstorm
thanks for posting.
I just turned 23 a few days ago.
I too have always felt that I was meant to do something.
Ive also always felt that its silly to really believe that... that everyone must feel the same way I do... but now I'm not so sure.
I'm also having trouble concerning myself with the same problems my friends are having, and have recently found myself being bombarded with questions
like, "whats wrong?" "you dont look like your having a good time" "what are you thinking about?"
and the truth is...
I'm not having a good time, and I can't tell them what I'm really thinking about because I'll sound crazy.
All my mind seems to think about lately is, "why am I here?" "what do I need to be doing with my life?" and questions of religion, meditation, and
My friends all like to go out and get drunk, stoned, whatever, and I used to as well, for a very very brief moment in time, about junior year of
but now I'm over it, and am getting back in touch with the thoughts I used to have as a child.
I've always had a BIG imagination, so perhaps thats why I'm more open to the idea of aliens, parallel universes, quantum physics, etc.
But I still feel like I'm meant to do something big...
No way I could settle for a desk job.
I can see where that road would take me, the road my friends are taking and that most people take, and I'm sure there is some happiness in it for
them... but not me. no thank you...
well, again, thanks for making this thread, it feels good to let out your feelings every once and a while.
[edit on 23-3-2008 by Odessy]