Originally posted by weedwhacker
madness, good try, but I'm afraid you're....oops, was gonna say something against the T&Cs....something about spraying liquid into the wind....
I think we're outnumbered, so far....there is a gang-bang going on, unfortunately.
Perhpas I'll get dinged for this post, if so...so be it! Guess it's God's will....
Another bait post targeted at Christians however my psychic powers tell me I will be the one to get in trouble for even replying. Frankly, I'm
exhausted with this nonsense and after today probably won't be returning as an active poster for a while. Even after NGC's thread all that really
changed is now people have been going to my U2U box to taunt me so they don't get in trouble in public. I didn't want to say anything and am not
going to name names or report anyone but you know who you are.
I'm tired of it.
I've only been here for four months. If you look back at my older posts when I was brand new, it was nothing but serious discussion, turning the
other cheek, and attempting to use a kind word to turn away wrath. I can't tell you how many U2U's I received asking me how I remained so calm and
friendly when people would refer to me as delusional, a liar, addressing me with overt sexual tones and vulgarity, accusing me of having 'blood
dripping fangs' (and not because of something I said- only because I was a Christian), been called a murderer (I won't even kill a bug on my kitchen
floor but pick them up and gently place them outside), etc. The list goes on. Over the last few weeks I finally got sick of it and exhibited the 'No
More Mrs. Nice Guy' mentality.
I don't think a day has gone by this last week where I wasn't U2Ued by a mod or got in trouble on a thread. Weed, it may be your perspective there
is a 'gang bang' going on against atheists. And you know what? You might even be right. But it is disheartening to be met with piss and vinegar
every time I log in. So many Christians have U2Ued me over the past few months telling me they could not take this place anymore and I did everything
to comfort them, to talk them into staying, or to encourage them to come to me for help when it gets to be too much. Now I feel like a hypocrite
because I want to take the same course of action I spent so many hours trying to talk other people out of.
I'm sorry you feel victimized, Weed, but if you think that is rough you would probably be in tears to see the stuff I've been called on the board
and in U2U (And yes, it has provoked me to tears a few times). I'm nothing special though- I've seen other Christians endure the same thing and know
Con gets U2U taunts as well. Maybe you haven't seen what we've seen. Just last night I got ripped a new one again for being a creationist even
though I used nothing but humor to diffuse the situation and even resorted to apologizing just to ease tensions once again but it was to no avail
because the person just kept going on at full speed. It's exhausting. I've often joked that this place makes me lose my 'sweet disposition' but at
this point there is no more losing left to do. It is simply 'lost.'
If you perceive it to be a 'gang bang' it's because people typically unite after being attacked
constantly. I used to think Conspiriology
was a complete spaz when I first met him on here (and he knows this already) until finally seeing exactly what caused him to seem that way after
having to put up with the same thing. We are baited left and right but when we say something in return, it's all on us. I get a U2U and feel like
asking, "My God! Did you not just see what that person said to me in ten comments before I finally blew!?! Or how they troll me around from thread to
thread!?!" Instead, I just take all the blame so it doesn't look like I'm trying to excuse my actions by pointing the finger and simply offer an
apology.
But I'm done now. I don't report others or run crying to someone for help because I don't want to get anyone in trouble but I'm frustrated at this
point. When I get a verbal spanking, it's tempting to reply with all the links to comments the person said against me before I finally flipped or to
forward the U2U taunts I receive showing just exactly what led up to whatever it was that got me into trouble but I'd rather just take it on the chin
and be the bad guy instead of looking like a cry baby. So I try to take the high road, apologize to whoever it was I offended via U2U and/or on the
offending thread, only to have them start the same garbage with me in another thread or via U2U.
I finally put someone on ignore this morning (a feature I
hate and refused to use) until I finally realized I could not take their antagonistic
behavior anymore and their twisting everything around to make look like the victim while I was a jerk. The provocation and private antagonism
ends
here and now.
The 'turning the other cheek' thing is something I once thought I had mastered until joining this place. Now, after reading your comment and this
one I am about to submit, people from opposing sides might see us like this:
...and such a view might even be justified. I was hoping we could all come to an amicable agreement, try to see what the other side goes through, and
be civil to each other. There are two specific threads I am aware of targeted to atheists and possibly a third if you consider my evolution thread
(although I understand evolution and atheism are not mutually exclusive). In contrast, there are hundreds of threads and comments bashing
Christianity. The vast majority of threads in this forum are about Christianity. Some of them are excellent threads that raise fabulous points and are
fun to participate in. Others are nothing but nonsense and baiting.
Anyways, sorry about my rant. I just want you to see what is really going on including behind-the-scenes jabs that we have to endure but didn't want
to fuss over. When there is a thread about Christianity, we can discuss the religion even amid personal attacks. But in a thread about atheism, the
atheists take the entire thread as being an attack and how us Christians are the big bad meanies.
No hard feelings but I'm exhausted now and it takes a lot to finally get to me. Take care.
[edit on 4/2/2008 by AshleyD]