posted on Mar, 19 2008 @ 03:09 PM
For the past year or so I have days where everything just clicks and I can see everything in a new light. On these days i'll walk outside and just
breathe in the fresh air and admire the beauty of nature, it's so hard for me to explain exactly how I feel when I have these 'feelings' (if that
is the correct word), but it's like everything is alive, and I can see colors that I have never seen before, like i'm connected to every living
thing out their, spiritually that is.
On these days the way I think mentally is completely different, I can come up with answers to everyone of my problems, I have zero stress, and it
For example, one day I went down to this cave at the end of my road, it's beautiful, green moss covers all the rocks and their are several
waterfalls, and when the wind blows I swear I can hear it whispering something in my ear, can't ever make it out though. Well I sat down in front of
the cave as I usually do and just clear my mind and let whatever comes to my mind come and then I let it leave whenever it wants to leave, well a
thought came to my mind about how the universe, and time and everything else perplexing to us humans came to be, and it just clicked, everything came
together in my mind like the pieces of a galactic puzzle, it was an amazing experience and it would have taken me an infinited amount of pages to
write down what exactly I knew or what I thought I knew, but unfortunately I have lost this information, it comes and gos about once a month.
Actually this experience is what led me to ATS almost a year ago, I thought I would finally share it and ask if other people have had moments like
Almost forgot to mention something. Ever since this has started the weather has had more profound affects on my life than ever before, this
experiences seem to happen more on beautiful days, on cloudy/rainy days i'm as depressed as can be, it's like I NEED the sun to be out, not like I
want the sun to be out, kinda strange? And it's also harder for me to keep warm, I get cold very easily and I keep a heater in my room now so my room
is always the hottest in the house.
This may be natural, but I would appreciate hearing from someone who can relate.
[edit on 3/19/2008 by Uniceft17]