posted on Mar, 18 2008 @ 11:09 PM
Big Question! And, Great question.
-"Heavenly Father, help me to write that which is true as i myself am still coming to grips with the process of humility within healthful balance. i
am struggling personally with it right now, even as we speak. Thank you for presenting this opportunity to be of journaling nature regarding this
vastly important aspect of our relationship."
+"go ahead sweetheart, and sum that which you have endured and learned thus far. At the ending, if it be your desire that i might further explain the
experience of now, i will do so."
"Okay. Thank you. Gentle smile...
Heavenly Father, i wrote the elements of my heart of my experience. Not all of it, just the beginning portion, the child hood. There was still much
more to go in the way of the actual humbling process. i deleted such after its writing."
+"You heard me say stop. It's okay Love. It is very well as it is not yours to write(your history. It is mine to own and mine to choose if it will
be revealed, at which it will not be by your hands). I simply asked for a summary. And instead of the fullness of your thoughts, can I speak regarding
this matter please?"
-"Yes Heavenly Father. Please Do."
+"Go take a break and we will continue. "
+"Step One: The process in which one gains humility is not a self chosen process as to when it occurs. It is rather a process of acceptance on an
individuals parts when it is given. As through the experience of acceptance at an unqualified time within human perspective provides the opportunity
to become humbled, in which humility is gained. It is solely an individuals choice to surrender when necessary for peace. And without such willingness
and cooperation to do so, contention will thus continue until the choice is made to learn to be of humble nature.
First step = acceptance.
Step two: Beyond acceptance is the process of humble action, in which through self choice a person becomes willing to be of helping nature no matter
the situation, giving up the self in order to serve. You have questions. Ask them now."
-"i understand completely giving up ones self to serve. i currently am struggling immensely as to the depth of my own self sacrifice for another. It
has often times been my personal experience Father, that i will do so to my own deep detriment. i am confused in understanding if it is rightful to
establish boundaries for self preservation. i have lived in servitude of others, to be walked on, treated poorly, to be misunderstood in that which i
am doing for the sakes of others, and to be left alone in which i cry to you to often to guide the way in that which you wish me to do while asking
for the simplest of things for my own well being both physically and emotionally, in which a part of me deeply believes as a beloved daughter i am
deserving of. Please help me to understand your will here."
+"I remind you; the birds and the animals of the fields are taken care of always. As my daughter whom I cherish more so, you too have and will always
be. I understand the stresses you endure, the lack of understanding, I understand when you weep, I am angered by those whom treat you poorly - and as
time has been a slow experience of proof for you, that you may see I reprimand them accordingly whom hurt you, balancing your desires and your actions
amidst the desires and actions of the other to be of solemn judgement in equitable reprimanding, I urge you to continue giving all of yourself to
every situation, as it is through your complete and total self sacrifice of body and mind and spirit to My Will that will bring forth the goodness I
plan for you, and others through you."
-"Okay. What of the teachings that state we teach man or woman to fish for themselves, as when we do it for them they do not learn to properly take
care of the elements in their own life."
"+ You are speaking of my ushering in your education in the teaching of others. Currently it is in an experience in your life for your learning the
opposition, and when to surrender to another's will for them self. Learning is self chosen. If one is obstinate, unbending and unyielding to the
gifts of understanding that will enhance their life, it is a self choice YOU are not responsible for. I have provided a gift for their betterment, and
I will procure their consequences when capable of doing so, once you are removed from harms way. You need only endure until I am capable of arranging
such, in which other elements are happening for the benefit and education of all. Yes, you are often right in the middle and I am very sorry. However,
in giving yourself body and mind and soul to every circumstance, this does include surrender to the unpleasant opposition, and finding personal joy
amidst negativity that is not yours to claim. My instruction to you at this time is to reside in the frame work of your childlike mind, and keep
abreast the things in which you are capable of offering your husband in a truly rightful and equal relationship; your body and your life dedicated to
-"This is your will? Because i am having a difficult time with it. A part of me states very clearly that i should continue to be a doormat to an
obstinate woman in order that i may please all in this situation. Especially my husband."
+"You read last night that if you are placed in physical or emotional pain by your husband, it is not okay. Three nights ago you were placed in the
way of a forming tornado, with a child you had never watched before nor is accustom to the care of others, in which as the parents and the obstinate
woman you speak of knew of the imminent danger, did not come to yours or the child's aid out of a selfish desire to engage in activities that while
at times are acceptable and fun, are to be put on hold for responsibilities of family and then friends. This being a small portion of that which
happened on that night and has happened over time. This alone is cause for Me to be watchful and preparing. While the actions of said people are in no
way the responsibility of your husband, it is a time of testing as I Said I would Do, for your husband. He did place you in the best circumstance
possible of the time. It is now He has the opportunity to prove to me what I have asked of Him, His true intentions. Let it be said, this is for
protection of My Girl and My Will. If it be His choices are good, your blessings will be multiplied vastly a 1,000 fold."