I might as well post the experience before its gone from my mind. (Probably going to get flamed for triple posting, but I didn't want to disturb my
other replies with such a long tale of what happened.
Well this time it was around 6:00 when I thought about going to bed, but wasn't until 6:13 till I actually got in the bed. For quite some time I
would just lay lie there thinking with my eyes closed as usual and only wanted to take a brief nap actually. Since it was finally a sunny day out here
in Ohio and the snow was melting or had already melted.
My first thoughts were actually about a manga I'm reading that deals with 20 year old(s) and there love dilemas and life goals. I don't know when my
mind changed to this, but later on I started to think about what it would be like if you were on the moon, curving your mouth and walking about with
no one around. The visualization was clear to me, and saw the moon in my mind's eye walking on it with barely any clothes and just a piece of cloth
covering my nose or mouth. I'm positive I heard voices from somewhere saying "This would be a perfect chance for her to exact her revenge. Leaving
him out here to die...(The rest I don't remember and don't even know if there is even anymore).
I'm not sure but I think that thought/dream came after the fact that I heard the buzzing noise if I'm correct. Because when I heard the buzzing
noise I remember opening my eyes wide and trying to get up from the bed, all I could do was roll over and try to get up, yet I just felt to tired. For
a moment as I lie there I continued to blink my eyes to stay awake until I got up, but overall I think I was awake for about three to possible five
minutes just staring at the slow blinking light on my laptop and out the window. I know one thought that passed by was "I should get on ATS and
post." while another thought was "I should continue that manga, or drop that stuff off at my sister's apartment." But after that I had fallen
asleep and seems like I was bombarded with a whole bunch of dreams. (At least I think they were dreams)
One of the dreams was that one currently in the second paragraph, talking about the moon. I distinctly remember at least two or perhaps three other
dreams, but for the life of me I can't really remember. One thought(or perhaps dream?) I vaguely remember was being curled up head on some woman's
lap with my arms around her waist. With my head on her lap feeling my hair (or ear?) being stroked. I'm not sure, but I think it connected to another
dream (Perhaps I'm finally remembering them? I've only been up for 10 minutes now) In which I remember a woman being dropped down from the sky.
Thats all I remember...I think I was outside walking and she dropped (fell?) down and that's about all I remember. For some reason she looked asian,
and could have been 5 feet...6? or 7 inches. To be honest I really didn't care for what was going on when she fell. Since I have embraced the
buddhist life style and before falling asleep I found something in a manga that made me think.
Overall It just made me think that if you have one true life in your life, there is no reason to go about searching for another. Before falling asleep
I thought on that for quite some time. (Not sure if it has any correlation with hearing the "buzz" but might as well state that just to be sure.)
Once I finally woke up and felt the weight of my body again, I found myself holding my covers with my arms wrapped about them and my head on the
bundle (Hump?) it produced with the image of that person still in mind. (
now that I think about it, it still makes me laugh).
Umm..There is nothing else I can recall now to be honest, I'm starting to draw a blank, but glad I put that down. Perhaps if I drank some grape juice
and ate my orange from earlier it might help, but I'm glad I was able to put it down before it evaporated I guess you could say. Since it wasn't
completely wiped out at. Such as the quickness of a snap, but rather as snow evaporating in an enviroment that is getting warmer. Anyway, Sorry
mods/Admins for the triple post.