Originally posted by GoldenGalaxy
Please don't hesitate and tell us your experiences. In meticulous detail, if possible.
Belief is useless just concepts and not experience.
The best minds rely on what they experience.
Anyone can believe anything-it's a waste of time and meaningless in
actual time and space. Forget listing your beliefs and give us a sincere
recounting of your concrete experiences with this alien entity.
Tell more of my story? Okay. But where to begin? As I've said, as a child, people seemed to be able to read my mind. This got much worse as I got
Then totally unexpectedly, starting Jan. 13, 1988, people on tv and the radio seemed to be saying things that related directly to me. You see, around
early Jan. 1988, I came up with a silly plan to help the country that I called "superfederalism" (you have to remember I was still young back then).
It was based mostly on words and ideas I got from my high school history book. I forget some of the exact details, but starting Jan. 13, people
starting making references to my silly idea. Then around Jan. 1988, late one night, I was listening to a radio news program called "Gordon Kincaid's
90-90 News". Kincaid said a black "special interest group" had submitted three ideas--all mine (apparently)! The first idea was my superfederalism
idea, which Kincaid mentioned by name. He said of course that was ridiculous. The second idea, also mine, was to hold a "governors' convention" (I
liked the way that phrase sounded
). Kincaid treated this one as having a little validity, but ended on that idea by saying it wasn't what they
"really" wanted. Then the third idea, also mine, was to make things like they were 10-20 years ago. Kincaid said we'd all like to relive the past,
but of course we can't. Then the host who was with Kincaid made a reference to the weird stuff that was apparently (from my perspective) happening on
tv, etc. Kincaid said that was how they were trying to influence people, and the show ended on that note. There were more things I saw on tv and radio
back then, but I have forgotten some of it, and Kincaid's show was pretty typical. So now I had some idea of what apparently was going on. I was
involved in a rightwing government conspiracy, and someone mocking submitted my plans in it. As time went on, I deduced more and more about how this
was accomplished. I also eventually concluded that part of the way they accomplished this was thru bugs in my house. Sounds crazy, I know, but I was
just going by the available information.
Oh, then still in early 1988, I concluded somehow that the bugs were still in my house. So I delivered an insulting "monologue" to the bugs. Bad
idea. This apparently made the people involved in the conspiracy very mad. And starting July 6, 1988, everyone on tv and radio started making hurtful
references to words and numbers that only had meaning to me. This was a hard time for me, but it only lasted about a year.
For a little while I was trying to get my mother to believe me that there was a conspiracy I was involved in. Then around Dec. 1989, I seemed to find
out my mother was part of the conspiracy. I eventually found out this wasn't true, of course. But it acted as a vehicle and it did open up the idea
that this entity had been with me all my life. And this of course started to explain all the weird stuff that was happening right from the beginning
in my childhood.
Also significant was the apparent fact this entity could read my mind. I concluded in the early 1990s that the government accomplished this amazing
feat of technology by hoarding technological information starting at the beginning of the industrial revolution. Then, and I forget some of the exact
details, by 1991 or 92, I realized they had technology that no one of earth could possibly have. They were clearly not of this world.
(I'm running out of room, so I will continue this story on another post