the hobbit is the prince now, i've married him...
the first love happened 5 yrs ago.. thats why i know that that feeling was so strong because it's still fresh.
This man I married is everything the other wasn't.
First let's call my first love bob, bob was a dick, i dated his friend before me and him hooked up, I actually didn't like him either because he was
arrogant.. So I called him on it and that made us closer, however, he was alot messing around with other girls, and since I liked him so much I
thought we'll just mess around on eachother, and so it happened, until I moved in with him..
Our bond grew so much stronger, he became a more responsible boyfriend, we made plans for our future, we Never" fought, it was a discustingly perfect
But I thought I should move back home and go to school, so I did.
he still told me we would be together forever and wrote me and called me every other day....
So when I got the phone call about how there are lot's of guys out there that would love to go out with me, that killed me... A nice hot knife
piercing through my heart, I couldn't breathe. I swear to god, i must of lied on the floor balling my eyes out for weeks.
That feeling of love was there, and I still feel it in my heart when I think of back then..
It's now the present and this man I married is everything I ever wished for, and I got it, but that strong feeling isn't there.. But oddly enough, I
love him to pieces, I just don't have that passionate buring fire I had for "bob".
why don't I have it if I love him more then "stupid bob"
??? Cuz bob, was a dick... And I see that now.
and this guy is just everything all rolled up into one..
Euphoria is an awesome feeling, and when I look into his eyes I think wow, how the # did I get so lucky.
bob can suck my dick... but back to this "feeling"
I want that channeled into my current relationship..
I don't know if that is just supposed to be for the first time love u have, but it's weird that when u meet your match that feeling isn't placed on
him, although u like him better then the first one. odd...