I then rushed back to my room, and was physically holding my door closed as if someone was trying to force it open (Presumably my Dad and Uncle). Then all of a sudden I had an instant change of mind and opened the door casually. My Step-Mum was standing half way down the hallway holding something in her hand (I think it was a phone, but I'm not sure).

She was slowly approaching while I just stood there, and she was saying something (I think it was about a girl or woman). She came into my room and we both sat down on the edge of my bed. I was still "tripped out" and she started saying things to comfort me through my situation, and I was much calmer in her presence. The only thing I can remember her saying was: "I don't know where you are in your life at the moment, but..." - And I can't remember what she said after this.

Then is seemed like it "skipped forward in time" only by a moment and it felt like she had never come into the situation at all. I was still "Schitzing-out" (As in Schizophrenic, see below)...


I don't know if this will be of any relevance at all but:
This whole dream had a similar energy and sporadic nature to another real life event that took place when I was 17:

I was young and dumb (I have grown so much in the last 4 years), and I was smoking a lot of hydroponic marijuana, and I was about to graduate high school (which I totally #ed up), and just a whole bunch of other # was going on. And I had a nervous breakdown type of thing / hallucinogenic episode - Where everything was rushing and my mind couldn't hold a thought etc, I was really freaking out, my Real-Mum had to talk me through it.

Also my Step Mum IS Schizophrenic.

I'd also like to mention at this point that I have a good and reasonably open relationship with all my family members that were in this dream.


Back to the dream again...

Still "tripped-out" I thought to roll a cigarette as I thought it would calm me down. Then it "skipped forward in time" for another moment - as if I had rolled and smoked the cigarette in the "missing space of time". I then thought to call a friend of mine...



And it was at this point I woke up instantly - like I had just opened my eyes - I was still laying in the same position I went to sleep in - The first thing I thought when I woke up was "What an amazing dream!" I then rolled over to check the time and it was 9:11pm, like I mentioned at the start I went to bed at 8:40pm.

I was so moved by it that I had to write it down - this was the first time I had ever done that.



But there was also a second part of this dream...

Somewhere in this dream there was a "flash" of me driving a car in an unknown, but beautiful, suburb, town or city.

The interesting thing was, that THIS unlocked in my memory another dream - that I forgot I had (or maybe I didn't have) but (I'm pretty sure) was the night before... Like this little flash of me driving opened the door of my memory into this other dream.

I can only remember snippets from this dream though:

It was in the same unknown, but beautiful, suburb, town or city.

It was at night.

There was a gathering of all these interesting people, what I would term as "spiritually enlightened" people. And I was part of it. All the people felt familiar as well, though I had no idea who they were.

A small group of us (myself included) were sitting in some kind of cafe type shop. Then we got up and walked outside, we joined a big group and we started walking down a slight hill to somewhere.

There was a sense of people coming in from all angles, like a shrinking circle of people as we all were heading to this one place.








What are your interpretations of this - these were the most amazing dreams I've ever had - and have been thinking about them since...