Originally posted by idle_rocker
I believe there are various types of dreams. One type is our unconscienceness winding down from the day or week. In this type, our daily lives get jumbled up with our unconscienc though processes. Another type is a sort if vision. It sounds like you may be having the vision type, but it could be a stress dream caused from your distress of having them and not remembering them...so hard to say. Do these dreams awaken you so much that you can't go back to sleep?

I've heard my name called out loud from my sleep before when noone else was in the house. An eery feeling, I must tell you. These are the kinds of things that led me on my quest.

idle_rock,
thank you for your response as I think you are very closely hitting on what I am talking about.
I can't help but think that they are a type of vision. As in one instance, I awoke weeping, because I was losing the memory and I was begging to hang onto it.
Then an inner-type voice instructed me to contact *********, a member here, that I didn't even know. I was told this person could help me. member is slowly, cautiously helping me. I have not been given permission to give out member's name here. Or any of the instructions given to me, other than keeping a pen and paper by the bed.

Well I'm not here for points...makes no difference to me whether I get them or not.

As for your dreams, it's hard to help you with limited information. It sounds like you have a connection with someone that is helping you, though and I believe everything has a reason for being. It sounds so corny and overused, but it's true when you look back at your life and you can see what led you where.

I think you should be patient, relax, continue studying and everything will make sense in its own time. Just remember there's a lot of hogwash on the internet...you can glean snippets of information even from some of the bad ones though. Keep your filter on and remember that everything is not always what it seems.

It sounds like something is leading you on a path you're intended to take. The former poster mentioned Ecclesiastes. It is believed Ecclesiastes was written by Solomon who has the reputation of being the wisest person who ever lived. He became wise through his study and the notice he took of the ups and downs he experienced in his life. He wrote about the ups as well as the downs. It might help you to read that book.

I can't answer that for you. Gosh everything I say sounds so antiquated, but all I can thiink of is to just be true to yourself and the rest should come. Keep questioning. The answers come gradually.

Originally posted by idle_rocker
I can't answer that for you. Gosh everything I say sounds so antiquated, but all I can thiink of is to just be true to yourself and the rest should come. Keep questioning. The answers come gradually.

i find a lot of wisdom in what you have to say. and for some reason, i feel compelled to question you. hope that doesn't sound weird or antiquated.

EDIT: IR, Why do I get the feeling that you know more than you are saying??

[edit on 9-2-2008 by sizzle]

Probably because I do...HA! Just kidding...I'm just an old fogey. But everyone has to get it on their own. I know this from raising a child...you can't force feed anything...it just seeds rebellion. I "think" you're on the same track I've been on before. And I "think" if you continue on your way, you'll find the same thing I did.

Well that's kinda how it is, ya know? You think you get it; something happens and you take a couple steps backward; then you get it again...and it just keeps going. I don't think anyone is complete until they're gone from this earth. Learning is a lifetime experience and life is a learning experience. We have so much information out here now, it CAN overwhelm us.

I just thought of something that might be helpful. Read about Einstein and his thoughts and read some C. S. Lewis (not his children's stories). They're both brilliant and add a lot of insight into personal issues. I'm not sure that's what you're dealing with, but it might help anyway.

[edit on 9-2-2008 by idle_rocker]

I LOVE this topic!!!

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Basically I definatley believe in the Extraterrestrial account of Earthlings' creation ( The Annunaki). I stunbled on this very question and it makes perfect sense that God and the Lord God are two different beings alltogether ( Enki and Enlil)...

Yes it is Lord Enlil ( aka the Lord God) that's always bringing chaos and evil to the mix...He's arrogant, ruthless and as he admits "a JEALOUS god" which would be too petty of a characteristic for an omnipotent being...

Enki ( aka God) was more kinder, caring, and sympathetic to the humans..
He was alos the lead scientist who carried out the cloning of mankind from Annunaki DNA with homo erectus DNA...

Take a look at the Ten Commandments for example ( to see a 'split personality)

-thou shalt not kill
-thou shalt not covet another's wife
-thou shalt not steal
etc

these sound like commandments of a more rationed minded, fair god.

-thou shalt not worship idols( money, jewels, etc)
-thou shalt not speak the Lord's ( aka Lord Enlil) name in vein
-thou shalt not worship any other gods before me (?????)

sounds like an arrogant, upity, ruthless, and sinister god