posted on Feb, 5 2008 @ 02:15 PM
i didn't read the other replies so forgive me if im being redundant.
fyi, my solutions tend to be a bit unconventional - im not being sarcastic or jokeing.
well, your situation sucks. your loss combined with the bi-pol... ewe. Let me say though, congratulations on making it this far. You're firmly into
the suicide age of bi-polarism. It takes a strong character to not submit to the ideation. The key to your problem lies in prostitutes. I don't know
your financial situation, but if you can afford it, once or twice a week. and don't be lame about it. talk to them. ask them questions you never had
the balls to ask of a woman before. they are knowlegeable, experienced, and take care of that building pressure in your loins. they can teach you to
love yourself, raise your self esteem, and give you the knowledge and skills to deal with yourself and with women. ...and the sex actually helps a lot
too. if you don't like the first one - get a different one. good luck
ps - don't get tooo caught up in the talking and be a dork. remember, she's a prostitute - get some of that stuff! and learn to negotiate.