reply to post by AfterInfinity
You have a way with words
Shame the op has been gone from this thread for so long, although he might think it's gone on long enough.
I was going to offer a tweak to one of his reccomended readings, if any one's interested......
Franz - Initiation into hermetics.
For some this is a short spontenious experience of intitiation, then they go looking for answers, this is not a compete book either.
Sometimes it's done backwards. or hardest lessons first sort of thing.
Being cautious of 'cost of requests' is as important as it is for all those who place themselves under specific names for protection.
When they ask and they recieve who do they owe?
It is better to send out, that all contact is okay if it is done in the spirit of love and compassion with personal boudaries in place for contact.
The fact that you keep on asking for things, from something you can't see is a little irrisponsible.
Enjoying what you have and requiring nothing is very liberating. It's funny but, that's when you are wooed, and I do mean wooed.
It's weird but lovely and there is always information attached to whatever form of scinario happens, waking or asleep.
Someone will say I have created this for myself, but I'm on the beg to differ side on that just yet. There is no way all that was in my imagination,
in fact I'm very cautious now about what i do imagine because of it, and I'm one of these 'die hard want to ride the dragon sorts'. Perhaps I just
like teasing fate, and I'm cheeky. I dunno.
Oh don't worry, I've dealt with the violence of the cheek.
and I'm finding it very hard to be sorry
Anyhoo, back to Franz, he says you can imagine washing your filth and guilt and negative whatever in water and discard it, making sure no one comes in
contact with it.
Well, common sense tells me that if it's energy toxic water,and you are chucking it, you haven't resolved it, you are mearly setting it free in your
You can not destroy water
It continues as does the energy
Why would you tip that junk down the drain or outside on the grass?
I had the same problem with practicing wicca people, grounding their negative energy, if they practised properly they wouldn't have negativity, or
such a small amount as to harm none.
How about try to wash in gratitude and love, doesn't matter what the quality of water is, then share that water in the spirit of giving and gratitude
and love (especially if you think you've made the water especially disgusting with your filth
Be grateful and honour that which is given and it will sing to you, it's all pretty simple.
What is not simple is the imbalance all this over use and self gratification has caused, smashing up against pious strictness of lack, intermingling
and emerging and creating disease elsewhere. That is the most important reason that we are all guilty of how this is playing out, it also gives us a
way to help, or at least not cause futher damage that has vast implications to all there is.
There is much to learn.
I would love to hear how the op is doing, no specifics, just general this that stuff and a question, what does that letter mean in your triangle?
thanks for listening
edit on 31-12-2012 by AussieAmandaC because: (no reason given)