posted on Jan, 12 2008 @ 01:45 AM
I have an issue which has arisen these last months. Although it has some connections to reoccuring dreams from when i was a child.
the latest incident was last night, but i shall get to that later, dealing with the instances chronologically.
Sometimes when i am at bed, alone, and experiencing the twilight-zone between sleep and awake sobriety, always as i lie on my side, most often as i
awake from sleep, something happens that has not happened to me ever before. At least as far as remeber. Someone touches me, someone
seemingly to the side of my bed. The touch is VERY concrete, as if someone was trying to wake me. The odd thing is that this entity grabs my hip as i
lie on my side, so it is a quite natural place to grab a hold of when waking someone. I am in these instances very aware of my body positioning, my
real position, as well as my location in the physical reality. so this hand grabs my hip and pulls it toward the edge of the bed. More it yanks
it somewhat gentle, surely budging my positioning and surely getting my attention.
Now as scary as this may seem, and in retrospect i really think it is, for some reason the action of grabbing me does not scare me that much as it
happens. The problem is that as i just lay still, protesting the interaction, the grabbing turns more desperate and firm, sometimes almost flopping me
out bed! The thing is, that i can "cancel" this interaction psykosomatically, by agreeing with myself to wake up, to open my eyes. However, if i
lay still the yanking and pulling accelerates.
The feel of the manipulating is that of very smooth, controlled action. the strenght of the beeing seems strong but very controlled, very "easy".
And as i wake from this interaction, i always find myself in the very position, location that i thought i was during contact. Also, when experiencing
these events, i have no dream visuals, it is only black as if i just had my eyes closed during wake time. I can also feel myself struggeling to keep
my eys closed. For some reason i know that i do not want to open my eyes, either to cancel the interaction, or for the sake of not complying with the
it is hard for me to really explain to you, how fine the line is between this state of interaction and pure sobriety. When i open my eyes, it's like
i'd been awake for some time, like the event was part of beeing awake more than the memory of a dream.
This will do, i think, as an introduction to thes phenomena. I am eager to hear if anyone of you all have had a similar experience or perhaps heard of
someone who had. And i would like to have your input as to what one should categorize these events as.
There is much more to this story, this mild interaction was the sterting point. Nowadays the contact is much more violent at times, and some
interconnected strange events has begun to happen to me when sleeping, some sort of "psychic" attacks and seizure-like effects. I will tell of these
if you wish to hear further, i promise, this is nothing compared to what is going on now!
Thanks for your interest - Nisse