reply to post by goose
I didn't pray to Jesus at all before I became a christian, although I did say "Now I lay me down to sleep."
But, you can't know God without Jesus (His only begotten son.)
so, I wasted my time.
God let all the Junk that happened to me happen, because I WOULD NOT ask him for help, or forgiveness.
I brought a lot of it on myself.(drugs, relationships)
Babies can die for different reasons, one of mine died through an abortion,
Another died through a miscarriage, and I knew I wasn't going to be a fit parent for it, partying.
but as horrible as that was Jesus forgave me and fixed my life through his love and grace.
I now have three boys and a husband who are more than I deserve, and a good life.
Thank you Jesus!