posted on Jan, 14 2008 @ 06:21 AM
aussiejoe, very interesting and it does tie in with some things I have heard. Suggest over the next few months you search for the story of "Andy
Pero" on Google.
I do admire the way that you make it clear you believe that perhaps some of what you say may be your imagination. This is the strange, scary dangerous
thing about what you have been through. Because of the ritual abuse, one thing that occurs is that it becomes harder for the mind to separate fantasy
Please note, I am NOT saying you are lying, or crazy/insane, but that because of your real experiences, you are in a state where the borderline
between reality and imagination/dreams becomes more blurred with some detailed recollections. Your mind tries to protect itself, or join unusual
events that do not make sense and in some cases your mind overlays the dream state with the conscious state. This is not uncommon. I have no doubt
that the basics of what you saying is not only what you believe, but 100% real. But some details may be 'overlaid' - please be aware of that.
Please note, most Masons are quite good people, who do much charitable work. However, there is an organized elite, a hierarchy of people, who
perpetuate their power by indoctrinating people of exceptional abilities, mental or physical. They are truly evil: they use, abuse, torment and
torture to unlock the amazing abilities of some people, then enslave them with a type of hypnosis that limits your ability to exercise complete free
will over your actions. Their real fear is people like you - decent individuals with some amazing gifts - not following their orders and desire for
control, power, wealth and annihilation of those who oppose them.
They manipulate much and succeed in fooling 99.9% of the public. People do not want to know this goes on - they do not want to believe those in power
can be so bad, that they can be so easily fooled.
For those with great abilities, there is often a horrendous price that had to be paid to gain it. The abuse is often generational, families locked
into brutal, Satanic enslavement of grandfather to father, father to son and so on. You are not alone. There are many others. Some have abilities like
you, others are very different.
Glad you broke out of it. May God be with you.