posted on Dec, 28 2007 @ 08:24 AM
well i have to say that is the saddest story i have seen anyone write about here, and i'll tell ya i'm really not the most religious person on earth
but i do believe in god to a certain level. to me Earth its self is hell and when we die we get to get out of it unless you weere bad then you get
reincarnated to continue your sentence
as far as demons go i cant say i believe in them but i wont say i don't either cuz anything is possible right. but my first sugestion to you would be
to surround your self in as much of a positive enviroment as ou can and try to get your mind to leave this stuff behind.
i'm sure this sounds prepostrous to you but if you really want to you can do it. just start slowly like go see a happy movie something from disney
thats like a family movie.
i'm sure you dont want to do anything to you dad being that hes blood and all but you should tell someone you trust in your immediate family about
what he has donne and let them help you deal with it.
dont go ask a priest to help thats a waste of time in my opinion, in truth they are just normal people who are fanatics of religion but go pray for
praying for your self is not a sin as long as you're not praying for material things maybe your voice will be heard.
stop cutting yourself that is total self dissrespect on your part, your primary instinct of self preservation need to be reinforced.
if you fear you're being followed by demons place crucifixes around them, or go vissit some wiccans and see if they can help.
just dont place all your trust in them and if they ask for money tell them to get lost.
never trust anyone but yourself you cant screw your self.
i hope this helps a little, and i'm sorry if i offended anyone you can U2U me if you wanna argue