reply to post by AccessDenied
Where are you hon? Miss you.
Whether you believe it or not, you have a hell-of-a-lot going for you!!!
. I want you to know that. Hon? Even I 'see' this.
You and Lombozo were um...(whether you both knew or not), working on your ol' friend Ducky.
Both of you were telling me that I'm a good person...in many ways.
I have known who I was for a long time - inside - and it took a wee bit for me to see it. That's what friends are for. I thankYOU both sooo
I'm not on a 'downer' tonight; FAR FROM IT. I want you BOTH to know. Very very happy today/tonite.
Damit!!! This is CHRISTMAS!!! I wasn't in much of a mood for it in the last while....but I wan't you to know...I'm sooooo very thankful
honestly and truely am.
Let me tell you both something. You listening? ...
I am soooooo very thankful that my parents are back living in Ontario. My Mom...God bless her strong and loving heart, has had to take care of my
Dad. As Lombozo would say: My dear Pop Pop. Well I have to tell you Lombozo, this man that I call my Dad, is 'my dear Pop Pop too'. He's my
step-dad, who brought me up (with only love in his heart) from day 1.
Ma and I took him out to shop today. I doubt he'll remember what happened too much, because the dear soul has Alzheimers pretty bad. hmmmmm....so
much to be thankful for. I had to 'blow on his soup' because it was so hot, and the dear heart would have burned his throat out.
I LOVE Christmas. I don't know how much time I have left with my Dad...but I'm treasuring EACH AND EVERY MOMENT right now.
We all have things in life that 'irks' us. Things that don't mean much sense at the time, but *sigh*, these things make us grow, learn, live and
LOVE. In the best ways that we can.
I may not be happy with the way I look on the outside - I'm working on it though - and yet...my love for this life, my immediate family and my ATS
family is very important.
We grow 'with each other'.
Thanks for listening. Love you.
I've come to terms with my 'insides'.