Originally posted by DocMoreau
You say that you can relate to Murray. Hopefully you have not had to deal with as much trauma as he.
Not the same, I didn't go through fanatic religious cultisms,
but I do know what it's like to be physically and mentally
abused. I was reading a sociology book the other day,
out of pure curiosity, all that's there is just supporting what
I already know about the world, I'm too smart for my own good.
I am sorry that anything like this could happen to anyone. Hopefully you will find a way to heal, and not be compelled to act out like Murray.
I always thought of my end being by a head wound with a semi empty bottle of whiskey on the table, lol. Better be whiskey, rum sucks. Seriously now,
I'm too busy acquiring knowledge to waste my life in blazing gunfire. I want to understand this world more. There is a purpose for everyone of us on
this planet, to learn, to improve one self, see everyone's position, instead of worshiping a one sided ego-centric point of view (most people do
that). I'm also tired of society forcing you to conform with guilt, if that don't work, they try intimidation and punishment, pathetic really, I'm
a free spirit, I don't conform to no one's standards. We're here to improve ourselves anyways, not to achieve high social status, people are dumb
for doing this, I get really tired of hearing people, especially women, talk their mouths off how they've made it big and how great they are. Lame
man, lame. shows insecurity and the need to be noticed, they know they're pieces of crap and want people to think highly of them. I ramble
sometimes...
Maybe providing more of your insight of ... specific examples of how people tried to condition you, will help you be proactive instead of
reactive.
It starts in school, going through all the forms of brainwash would take too long, and I'd have to talk it over with my friends, I blocked a lot from
high school and elementary, a sort of defense mechanism. All I can tell you is that first you become anti-conformist, then once you have your own head
on your shoulders, and think for yourself, unlike everyone else, then the real bad tripping begins. School brainwashes people into being pro-gay with
their bs sex ed classes. Then the media pushes the new fads now a days like emo and gangsta, disgusting. One promotes bisexuality while the other
promotes anti-social behavior. School is a very socialist place, oh, everyone is equal, the American dream, blah blah bull crap, no one is equal, the
equal opportunity is there, hell, what am I saying, not even. Not everyone's opinion is worth listening to, and yea, I find it annoying as hell to
see everyone having something to say, even on subjects they have no clue about yet open their vile and disgusting mouths anyways. Most people are too
busy glorifying themselves and their achievements to realize that there's other human beings around them. School teaches ego-centrism, socialism
(basically making people think they care for everyone, but in fact it's illusion, they only pretend to so it makes them feel good about themselves),
bisexuality, and anti-social behavior. That's school for you, breeding new generations of hateful self-absorbed self-righteous zealots who are out
here only for themselves and could care less about the hobo sleeping on the bench, they'll wake him up and tell him to leave, making it even harder
for him to find a good place to crash for the night. Stupidity like what looks good and what doesn't in society is also annoying, most people are
alcoholics, yet we have all these stupid rules about not being allowed to drink in public. I could go on, but I'm running out of characters.
In regard to him fulfilling the prophecy, exactly! But more of a nervous laugh. As in, who are the church 'elite' that knew that he was a
'prophetic child'? If one does research into some of the mind-control techniques Murray described, you will find the use of 'triggers' to set off
programmed behaviors or 'conditioned responses'.
Maybe, but I'm leaning more towards the need to glorify oneself in
a desperate act of revenge before ending it all. I think it's Auvinen
who said that he and people like him are normal consequences
brought by an abnormal world. and I agree. That could be
considered self conditioning if anything.
Perhaps Murray did exactly what this particular home school/religious upbringing raised hime to do? That he 'was' mind-controlled by the
church, and that programming was activated so that this would happen.
Nah, you don't just click from a key word, you prepare for a long time to do this sort of thing, it's done consciously, driven by the need for
revenge, fueled by constant human insolence, you get what you give.
The reason? Hmmm... Maybe to show how 'battle ready' the church is? I am not sure. Homegrown Terrorism Act or Gun Control?
Naah, that's just the end result, politicians use that to further the nwo agenda.
He did say that he didn't understand the Pastor's hypocrisy. Was that Pastor, Ted Haggard?
I'd go into generalization, usually a person like that doesn't have specific targets anymore, since society is his enemy, he generalizes, he
probably meant all pastors. But yes, his statement's support would be people such as Ted haggard, why not?
If we look at the 'clues' that Murray left behind, he mentions a motley crew of characters, Aliester Crowley, Ted Haggard, Timothy McVeigh,
The Columbine Shooters, and Ricky Rodriguez. What is the tie that binds?
The whole satanism aspect is just him rebelling against Christianity, the anti of Christianity is obviously satanism. These kids tend to resent
everything that causes them pain, going into the opposite extremes. I'm enlightened though, I know better

I know, I know, I'm just kidding, I
still have a long way to go before I perfect myself. The general people are just the source of his greater pain, the school shooters he talks about
are his brothers in arms who fight the stupid and unfair of the world. clear enough? Oh wow, eye opening when you bother to understand eh?


Maybe I'm giving out too much info, now the gov is gonna track them down
in the early stages and put them on drugs. Naaaaah. They already do that to everyone, hahaha. So many kids on Prozac, sickening.