posted on May, 17 2009 @ 12:12 PM
My child does not remember very well. I remember the only time when I woke up one day, all in fear that I will die. Prior to that, do not remember
anything. Absolutely nothing, I know that I am receiving for the school conducted Brilliant.
Our family has been the usual, father was constantly drinking, betting and beat my mother and me and my sister. Because of this I was not a good
student, I never wanted to learn. My IQ is very high, and when I opened the book, I did a school without a problem... This has rarely happened... I
opened the book… With my sister we were ever alone, However, we are always with my sister like to watch movies about Vampires. Consider how we would
be if they were Vampires. But Fear of death has remained. Death and aging.
In high school I found that I have a power when I first saw my husband I knew that we will marry. Only two years later we became a couple. Even when I
dreamed of something bad, I knew that something bad will happen. I remember when my uncle died, so the front door of the dwelling on the wide open,
Before that was locked…
I finished school get marry. Born 2 child. Girl and Boy… I became a mom and wife. I became like a robot. every other day of work then the rest of
the household cooking, ironing, playing and learning with children. When my son was 2 years old I take him to the doctor because his penis and he had
a closed up skin.
Then I was first aware of my power in the hand. When the son cried from pain after the medical act, I laid my hand on his penis. He was stopped
immediately cried and not left to the hands away. Later I talked with the man who has the power in the hands of
treat people and he told me that he saw that I got,to this power but to have to learn and its power to nurture. I have read many books but I always
helped my family in eliminating pain only my family. However, last year returned to the memory of vampires. This is what I want to be a long time. I
was looking on the internet. People are always talking to me, that I am crazy. Vampires do not exist they are speaking.
Then I found this forum…
I must admit that my life is now perfect chaos. Fear me for a sister. Fear me for the job. From all this, I kept to put on weight, and I can not come
back. I am still loking young and beautiful. My skin is beautiful no lips. But I can't loose my weight.
I have no power. I want to become a vampire but not with my excess weight. This I have to lose…
Otherwise, I did not change Still, the fear of aging Still, the fear of death..