reply to post by hikix
Kids having dreams were mentioned, so I thought I would post my strange occurrances.
The first dreams I can actually remember from my youth were reoccurring dreams, with the same sort of silly plot and only the places or environment
around me changed, for instance, in one reoccurring dream I would be in the middle of a crowded room full of big headed people and me always being the
oddball. I remember them always moving forward constantly talking to each other and the feeling I had of them crowding me or surrounding me, I
remember my feelings of fear.
In another reoccurring dream the same or similar crowd of big headed people would be standing and surrounding me laying on the ground, but in the
middle of a field with very green grass or maybe an outdoor open area with a forest of trees and mountains off in a distance with perfect beautiful
green grass and perfect blue skies, green pine trees near by with long brown trunks and smoky grey mountains, but in both of these reoccurring dreams
the big headed beings would always come towards me and I always felt the fear and I rember also how I wanted to sit up and run or do something. I
don’t ever remember recognizing any of the beings, but I remember their insistence on surrounding me.
In all of my dream moments I was never able to actually look up and notice their faces, I may have been controlled into not looking, who knows, but to
this day I can not tell you if they had big eyes or a nose or even a mouth but in my little moments of squinting from the corners of my eyes they all
had big heads.
There was a time, in fact the first time, when I was 9 maybe 10 but young, that I woke up startled to the feeling that I was not alone in my bedroom,
there was a presence or strange being, but in my darkness and I remember being asked a question as to whether or not I wanted to know the truth, about
what I don’t rightly know, but my answer to this presence or being in my room was no, I didn’t want to no anything more.
In my 20's and till now in some instances they appear just after I fall asleep, then I'm startled into reality, in real count I would say 2 to 3
times a year for most of my life and always I first notice everything in the room is still in place, but the room is lit up like a dim grey shade and
they are there sometimes 1 or sometimes 2 and at least 2 times I was in a crowd of them, but very near, still I can not make out thier facial
features, now I call them my shadow beings.
I have also had many reoccurring dreams which started from my early teens of flying in some sort of craft and I remember always looking down at the
terrain and cities as we were moving and I distinctly remember being asked if I wanted my family to go and I always said no, only because either I
feared for their safety or maybe I knew it was not my choice to make or maybe I thought I was never going to return again, who knows.
Most of my strangeness in my lifetime has been recorded for posterity in my diary, so to post is easy just copy and paste, hope you enjoy, gwhint