reply to post by LooseLipsSinkShips
Again, this is simply my interpretation of what happened.
Every now and again we end up in different states during meditation. You reached a high enough level to catch the eye of some entity(ties) and they
decided to raise you up and give your some information. However, it was too much, too fast. We're used to this small world, everything has an order,
and a place. At the higher levels there is no seperation between the desk, and the floor, and you for that matter. Your mind was not ready to expand
It's like never stretching in your life, and then leaping into a full split. Your mind was forced to expand. Your mind, used to this dense, small
world wanted to maintain control of this information you were presented with, but at their level, it is infinate, flowing. Because everything is
interconnected, and very plainly so at that level, instead of just learning about the chair, you learned about the chair, the bear, the grass, the
glass, the sky, those guys, the trees, the bees, the birds, etc. You were frightened at what you were confronted with.
Meanwhile, on their side, they know that sometimes, people who reach a certain level can handle the information presented to them, however, you
weren't quite ready to make the plunge. Your mind could not longer control and label everything. If you could just accept and observe, you would have
moved well beyond this state, and to something else. But it was simply too much, and you retreated. The entities tried to hold on to you, a little
more information may have allowed you to accept what was coming in, but then it was decided that you simply were not ready for it, and you were sent
The feeling of being scolded was likely mostly internal. The spiritual side of yourself was so close to fulfilling what many spend lifetimes to
achieve and never do. Meanwhile, your denser side, your lower mind is deathly afraid of it. Confronting what it simply could not understand.
In reading your account, I became aware of what you experienced, in a feeling sort of way, and though what I experienced here was fractional compared
to what you went through, it was enough, I believe, for me to interpret.
This being the case, part of yourself is deathly afraid of the spiritual side of things. The lack of control you experienced is simpy too much. It's
like being tossed around in the ocean during a hurricane. You felt helpless.
Such is what a number of us experience in death. In death, encountering the vast power of spirit, it can be terrifying.
However, I still would not be concerned with the entity you are meeting. It is funny, arrogant man thinks he is the peak of evolution, but we are as
frail as ants. safety is an illusion. We are marching around, ignorant to the fact that our every move is being watched, and at times, manipulated by
forces beyond our understanding.
There are, however, worse things you could have encountered.
btw, meditation, and searching for hidden knowledge is the practice of the occult. Many search for years hunting for an experience like you describe.
What you experienced was truely the definition of hidden knowledge. That occult understanding is saught after by everyone who plays the game.