posted on Nov, 21 2007 @ 11:52 PM
please allow me to introduce myself, long time reader first time poster (cliché' I know) I would like to share my experiences with those willing to
read and give a thoughtful insight into the some what bizarre and interesting events that have happened throughout my life thus far.
I have always been fond of if not a feeling of being drawn to the somewhat "mystical" side of life, the unexplained if you will and immensely enjoy
reading up on people's experiences with the paranormal, as a child my imagination would run wild as any child's innocence and beauty could conceive.
I have always felt in some ways extrasensory in that I have always been in tune with others thoughts and feelings (empath to a degree) and have at
times been able to conjure up a specific event, for example sitting at home and imagining my parents driving home from the supermarket and being able
to trace in my mind the exact trip home, from stopping at traffic lights to speed and the exact moment they would arrive home.
I found that as I aged and hit my teens these feelings increased but so did the actual emotion as well. Most of the time in my earlier youth when I
would be in this “state” I felt pretty good if not very powerful in a sense but as I got older I began to feel differently more of an eerie
uncomfortable feeling like I’m being watched, I began to have dreams whereby there would be someone in my room standing next to my bed and I would
be terrified trying to run but unable to move which would scare me even more. After some research (with thanks to ATS) I now believe these dreams
could be a form of sleep paralysis combined with my dream state.
Among other things like what I still believe to be my Grandmother visiting me after she had passed (last grandparent left who I had become very close
with on my families last visit overseas) major empath conversations with people (find this very easy to do) I have always though to myself that at the
end of this there has to be a logical (I hate this word) reason for this, perhaps I keep telling myself this in order to finally understand if not
solve the reasoning for all this.
So why am I posting? Since the birth of my son 2 ½ years ago, I find that I feel more spiritually inclined, especially when where together it almost
feels we are somehow combined in some spiritual sense and are almost amplified, confused…? Welcome to my world.
There have been many instances since my son’s birth where I constantly feel like I’m being watched, I also notice my son has a huge tendency
(especially in his room) whilst during a conversation with him he would shift his entire attention to a corner of his room and just stare almost as if
someone is talking to him and he is completely focused. One instance at my wife’s mother’s home, my son and I were watching TV in the room closet
to the front door (which was open as it was a hot summers day) and all of the sudden a huge draft swept through the room, both my son and I turned our
attention to the door and turned our heads from one side of the room to the other, the room had felt like it dropped 10 degrees and all of the sudden
I heard my name being whispered like someone was calling me (we were the only people home at the time, my wife and mother in law went out shopping)
I had passed this off as having consumed about 4 beers at the time and that perhaps it was time for another lol! What I have found is as my son is
getting older these weird occurrences are increasing, usually when we are both together as my wife believes I either have to stop drinking or drink
more! (p.s I don’t drink as often as you may think just trying to look at this with some humor)
[edit on 21-11-2007 by Soul Searcher]
[edit on 21-11-2007 by Soul Searcher]