posted on Nov, 26 2007 @ 07:18 AM
well philosopherrose, others may have lucid visions of angels or such,
but the 2 nde's i've experienced were of a most intense emotional
or feeling sort,
there was a 'being' which spoke but never 'materialized' as a human
form in a flowing robe or anything...there was only a genteel voice
which augmented the blissful feeling that flowed throughout my
both times i was actually dead & then revived by the trauma teams...
both times i was given the choice to remain in that blissful, peaceful,
state of being in ecstacy = something like a perpetual '___' trip, or
like every cell in your body was charged with energy and felt ready to explode into a flash of light.
......And both times i declined, and said to the (?telepathically heard?)
voice...that "No, i have more work to do back there, i appreciate your offer"..."besides, i always understood my end would come in the
2 things came out of surviving the 1st nde, my opertion(s) at Duke University hospital (Halstead Clinic), set the stage for future operation successes
in restructuring one's internal 'plumbing' for few-or-many vietnam vets who were wounded/maimed in that infernal war.
the 2nd important work i was to perform was to go on my mission-quest
and witness the middle eastern pilots in training at a Phoenix school, tell the FBI in 1995, and become a Fool-Hero by warning others.
Now my 2nd nde. was in 1997, after i fulfilled my mission-quest(s)
having returned to life among the living for some 24 1/2 years since the last nde...
and was rewarded by:
being the human guinea-pig medical trial/operation at Duke,
then by witnessing the sky craft on 3 dec '96,
then again rewarded by being there for the Phoenix lights in mar '97...
on 5-6-'97 a brain aneurism went hemorrhage, the 2nd nde...
this time i again found myself in a etheral/cosmc setting, and once again
the disembodied voice asked if i wished to stay in that perpetual state of
excitement/bliss/?nirvana?... where your never tired-hurt-sweating-shivering-hungry-lonely-thirsty-or any of the struggles of living...
again i thanked the voice for the invitation, but declined - because my life had more struggles to experience, as adversity fosters strength &
character growth....and besides- the AZ desert was far removed from a rainforest !
i'm looking forward to the coming nde, after another 24 1/2 year interval,
by then i'll be 73 1/2 yrs old....maybe by then i'll be on that houseboat in some rainforest and return to the Earth mother goddess.