posted on Oct, 7 2007 @ 03:21 PM
40 years.
Wow, just wow.
Where did the time go ?
Back then, did time matter ?
Not really.
Summers at the lake house.
Oh my, fun times.
When you're 10 years old,
does wealth register ?
Not really.
It all seemed normal.
Playing on the tennis court in
the back yard.
Looking back, it all seemed
so normal.
God forgive me, I never knew.
Public school was easy.
Attitude was easy.
Chemicals were easy.
Wait.
The chemicals.
There's something there.
They were too easy.
Too easy to get, too easy to
do, too easy to get away with.
Too easy.
That was my life. Summed up.
Question is, if I could change any
of it, would I ?
Would I change puking my guts up ?
Would I change losing my virginity
to a stoned sitter ?
Would I change waking up behind a
dumpster ?
Would I change my decision to join
the military ?
Would I ?
Looking back, No.
My past is the reason I am who I am.
Looking back, I'd not change a thing.
Regards,
Lex