posted on Oct, 27 2007 @ 08:06 AM
Maybe a few days after I joined ATS, I suddenly stopped having these visitations, well………..last night, they came back……oh, did they come
So I was asleep, I wasn’t expecting it because it hadn’t happened for so long, but when it began I was like…”yes…they’re back.” Most of
everything is a blur, but I can remember enough to explain it all
While it all started again....i did my best to raise my arm to see what I could still do even though I was paralysed, sometimes I’m able to raise my
arm, sometimes, or barely raise my foot or leg. I had my eyes closed the whole time, although I didn’t think to open them, I wish I had tried, but
I’m just used to not being able to, I think I just naturally assumed I couldn’t and so I didn’t try. I reached out and touched what felt like a
body / person, I sort of felt around the body trying to get a feel of who or what it was, but I new it had to be someone, somebody. What’s weird is
why would who ever it was, let me feel them, you no, a bit kinda weird to have someone feel you….lol. but that’s what I did.
I soon realized there was more than one person, after feeling around my bed enough times, (if only I had opened my eyes) I began feeling around the
face, and not once did they move, you’d think they’d get annoyed and move away, but no. It gets really weird now, and I think you the reader is
gonna think this is just getting too strange but here we go…While feeling the face, and still no movement from what I can remember, I felt lips,
mouth, of course where there’s a face there’s a mouth, but then I felt around the back of the head, and felt what really felt like another mouth.
So I guess I’m better off not opening my eyes…lol,
I have no idea why I did what I did, I don’t know if it was my own decision, or if I was somehow forced to but…….i remember specifically getting
up and kissing the person……………….wtf………I know…….it could have been an alien looking like who knows what, but that’s what I
did……I feel like an idiot for doing it now, and when I woke up in the morning after realizing what just happened, if only I had tried to do
something more logical and say something and talk……like last time, ahhh, but I didn’t.
I feel a bit retarded for writing this for people to read, but I like getting this sh!t out of my mind…….. I’m going to say here, that this
isn’t the first time for what ever reason, I’ve tried to kiss them…….i just hope it was a female, it felt like one lol…….The other time I
tried to kiss them, I might talk about some tother time, anyway……..Even though it was just last night I can’t remember much, when I woke up I
could only remember so much……..well sometime after the kissing thing, lol, I’m in a dream state, and I feel this pain drilling into my back,
lower back from what I can remember, sort of middle, what’ev, it was like I’ve said before, a needle sort of feeling.
In the dream state, I was looking at a man with blond hair, about mid 40’s, looking at me, doing something, don’t remember what, but at the time
he was looking at me and doing what ever, I felt the pain, and new what was really happening. I thought if I just wait it out, it will pass soon
enough, and it did, and I eventually woke up. Yeah, it was another strange experience.
I don’t mind any questions about this stuff, but all I can really tell you, is what I know about these events, from what I can remember, I don’t
know anything special about the future, or know how anything works, I’m trying to work all this crap out in my head. At first I thought I was going
back in time when I was taken to the place with the 50’s style bed and the old man, but now thanks to reading about people with sort of similar
experiences to me, I know it’s all about aliens and stuff.
That’s it for now……..