posted on Oct, 3 2007 @ 11:53 PM
I used to get sleep paralysis all the time, and all my friends I told thought I was crazy. I still get it, just not as often (I'm 26 now).
Weird part is I used to try to OOBE all the time, so I would always (and still occassionally do) try to induce sleep paralysis. But then when I
finally do begin to induce it and feel it happening (you can feel it when your body is starting to drift into that state when you experience it as
much as I do) I fight against it and wish I hadn't tried it because it's so terrifying and I know what's coming.
Anyway I have had a few OOBE's and I definitely believe there is more to sleep and the mind than just merely "dreaming." Anyway, the sleep
paralysis part of it I do believe is just a hallucination, but it's still terrifying, and completely agree with the poster who said you can sometimes
feel yourself being drained.
I always find it interesting hearing the experiences of others, because everyone's SP is similar, yet involves something slightly different,
something that they fear more than other things and that influences it I believe. Some people see and hear the human evil entity, some experience
some type or creature or monster, some experience some kind of animal like wolf or what not. Some experience just some terrifying unknown force or
ball of light, etc.
Myself, it always involves something that I know is human, yet is nothing but pure evil incarnate. It's sick what our mind's can make up.
Anyway I've had probably hundred of episodes, and I know others like to hear them too so here are a few of note:
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I remember one time trying to induce SP to have an OOBE and when I felt myself drifting into the state I fought mightily against it to no avail. Next
thing I knew I was lying there with my eyes partially open, completely unable to move. Everything had an eerie night-time glow about it and I was
completely cognizant and could see and hear everything happening. I immediately got a dry mouth and was close to panicing b/c I knew what was about
to go down. A buddy I lived with must have had to T.V. on in the other room because I could distinctly hear it, it was like Rosanne or something, but
it sounded different and weird in an eerie way. Then all of a sudden everything got "more real," the music and sound stopped, and I saw the
silloute of a man walk slowly past the outside of my window across from my bed, I could see his silloute walk past the billowing tree limbs, scary
beyond belief.
To my horror, I saw the shadow of the window behind the shades begin to rise, and 2 pure white, disgustingly terrifying hands slipped onto the inside
window sill, then he pulled himself into my room silently. I tried to scream and yell, but nothing came obviously. He "shambled" over to the
corner and was just standing there staring at me, he walked in a diseased and crippled manner. He was wearing a black robe and I couldn't make out a
face, just darker there.
At this point I completely panicked as my normal means for getting out of a SP were not working at all, this was far more intense than normal. One of
the worst. I somehow forced myself to avert my eyes. Then I heard what I can only describe as someone meniacally and frantically typing away and
pounding at my keyboard at my desk, right next to my bed. I can't explain why, but it was probably the most horrifying moment of all, just typing in
a panicked and frantic manner. So of course I looked over, and as I did he turned to look at me and came beside me. He spoke to me in hushed tones:
"You see? Now I will show you why to be afraid." He began to take off his hood and reach for me and at this point I managed to fight free and
jolted up with a yell.
Simply horrifying.
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Another time I was again of course trying to induce an OOBE, and fell into sleep paralysis. I read somewhere that you shouldn't fight it, but just
give in to the evil force or whatever it is, because it's not really evil, just your mind trying to stop you from "something."
Anyway I'm lying there and not seeing anything, just building intensity. I hear murmurs and laughter, so start panicking. This same entity I
described before then appears outside my room and stands in the doorway. He then crouches low and began crawling toward my bed, occassionally going
out of site, making it even more scary. Next thign I know I see him rising from the foot of my bed, and he kneeled on it and began climbing towards
me. At this point I'm thinking, "Ok F--- this, time for me to wake up NOW!!!" Usually I can, but of course this time is so much more intense that
I can't. He gets to me and lies next to me and it feels like my heart is going to burst through my chest, literally. Then I start to feel pressure
on my chest and see him pushing down on it. He started saying things to me like "Do you believe?" and then even started yelling, sort of like he
was panicking himself, which made it even worse. Like some maniac. Anyway at that point I somehow forced myself to roll over and completely fell out
of bed and banged my shoulder pretty good.
Anyway, those are just 2 of my hundreds, everytime I have them nowadays they're just getting worse.
To the original poster, one time, I'm not quite sure, because I think I was beginning to have an OOBE, but I did feel like the force or presence was
being fought or held at bay by some other power (potentially something good). At this point I don't even know what happened, just happens so fast,
but I could see myself lying down on my bed sleeping, I was about 4 feet over myself, and looked around the room and could see everything, just sort
of weird and like in a haze. And next thing I knew I had waken up.
Anyway, there are some of my stories, hope you enjoyed.
[edit on 4-10-2007 by Ajax]