posted on Sep, 30 2007 @ 03:58 AM
Perhaps then you might like to call him my guardian 'demon.'
He appears to me in different forms, and in different ways. When appearing in what seems to be a physical form, he usually looks as I have described,
a large basically humanoid shape, and other times as a variation of that basic form, horns instead of stubs, more textured skin/hide, darker or
lighter shades of red, grey or black, sometimes with wings, other times without. (I speculate on there being stubs where his wings would be also, when
he has stubs instead of horns, but he doesn't turn his back on me so I can't be sure of that.) He also sometimes seems more tidy, groomed, without
claws, but usually he has claws. No hair, no clothes, sometimes no male or female parts, other times he/it/she has them. Other times he appears
visually as just a dark sort of 'aura' may be the best way to describe it. Then, he may also just speak to me without a body, while he is in
proximity to me in this form, I can often detect physically something that feels like a magnetic field perhaps. He isn't always there, or at least I
am not aware of him at those times, but is always aware of what is happening to me, he will appear as needed to aid me, or feed on my emotions/energy.
Yes, he appears to me at any time, whether others are there or not, and no regular person has seen him physically, although some have told me I make
them uneasy without knowing why, but I now stay away from some 'psychics,' as they can often sense his presence or see the dark 'aura,' (he often
sort of hangs behind me slightly to one side or the other), and when that happens, they are scared of me, or him, and they tell me I have an evil
aura, or that I have an evil entity attached to me. No, I haven't used a 'ouija board', nor would I.