posted on Sep, 27 2007 @ 10:54 PM
Originally posted by MountainStar
Hopefully, they will find that precious little baby/girl soon. What kind of life will she ever have?
I was horribly abused when i was about that age 4-5. The abuser was my big sisters best friends mother, they lived in the same appartment building
than us. I didn't remember the abusing at all, but when i grew older i started to remember little pieces of strange things. This woman was sadistic
and tortured me that same time, she kept my head under water so i could not breath during sexual act and ofcourse other sexual abuse took place, i
don't remeber much but i remember her own children was in it too. I'm not going to go more in detail, trust me you don't want to know.
My mother always tought i had ADHD (had a different name then), cause when i was that age i started to act very strangely (night terror, sleep
walking, could not concentrate etc..). Now that i'm older i know why my life has been so #"¤"# and why i have problems (problems include
difficulties in trusting people, staying in same job, depression, game addiction that i think is because you want to escape reality and bunch of more
problems). I didn't tell my parents because my sisters best friend told me that she didn't want her mother to go to jail.
Now that i'm older (30) i'm happy i didn't tell my mother, because i learned that she was abused too when she was a little girl. Imagine how she
would feel if she would learn that her own son was abused so horribly. At the time no one knows about this, not even my shrink and i'm gonna keep it
to my self.
I really hope that they find this girl and that she is still alive. I can almost gurantee she will not live a normal life, these things leave scars
that follow you through your life. I'm still not over it (because i keep remembering new things), and i quess i never will be. Some people would say
talk to your shrink, but i think it will not help me. Now i just think what happend to her children?
Btw, she is still alive and kicking, been thinking about visiting the witch.....