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I reach out from the inside

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posted on Sep, 25 2007 @ 09:28 PM
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I cannot communicate with you. You ignore me and rightly so. This living death I try and endure but every moment reminds me of you. I dreamed of you before we met, remember at weeona when we just walked out of the woods and were picking up the driftwood? I dreamed of it in January.

If I could fix the mistakes I made I would, but what has been done has been done. Now I am facing a life without you. If I didn't experience what we had I would not miss it. I have though...how do you go back to hell after walking in heaven holding an angels hand? I am trying to cope but its no good. I wish all the songs that remind me of you would disapear, but I hear them on the radio and crumble from the inside.

I finally had meaning to my life. That meaning seems to have slipped through my fingers. I try to grasp it but it is like sand, it sifts through and I am left empty.

Remember that night I sang this song to you with tears rolling down my jaded cheeks while it played on the radio?

Love I get so lost, sometimes
Days pass and this emptiness fills my heart
When I want to run away
I drive off in my car
But whichever way I go
I come back to the place you are

All my instincts, they return
And the grand facade, so soon will burn
Without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside

In your eyes
The light the heat
In your eyes
I am complete
In your eyes
I see the doorway to a thousand churches
In your eyes
The resolution of all the fruitless searches
In your eyes
I see the light and the heat
In your eyes
Oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light
The heat I see in your eyes

Love, I don't like to see so much pain
So much wasted and this moment keeps slipping away
I get so tired of working so hard for our survival
I look to the time with you to keep me awake and alive

And all my instincts, they return
And the grand facade, so soon will burn
Without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside

In your eyes
The light the heat
In your eyes
I am complete
In your eyes
I see the doorway to a thousand churches
In your eyes
The resolution of all the fruitless searches
In your eyes
I see the light and the heat
In your eyes
Oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light,
The heat I see in your eyes



Where do I go from here? :bnghd:





[edit on 25-9-2007 by LoneGunMan]




posted on Sep, 25 2007 @ 11:04 PM
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[edit on 26-9-2007 by LoneGunMan]



posted on Sep, 26 2007 @ 03:31 PM
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Originally posted by LoneGunMan
Where do I go from here? :bnghd:


Forward, Hoss. You go forward. Yesterday's gone and tomorrow's a vague promise. There is only now. Live in the now. And remember the Serenity Prayer.

For whatever that's worth.



posted on Sep, 26 2007 @ 10:37 PM
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Originally posted by yeahright

Forward, Hoss. You go forward. Yesterday's gone and tomorrow's a vague promise. There is only now. Live in the now. And remember the Serenity Prayer.

For whatever that's worth.


Thank you my friend I nearly forgot how to do that. You have reminded me, and I will try.

You helped me snap out of it with this post. I will get my eye back on the ball.




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