posted on Sep, 2 2007 @ 11:46 PM
Here goes my take on this whole thing. It seems that programmers symbolicaly take something that means somet;hing to a child and destroys it, such as
that porcelain doll. I think that it is to condition the child to believe that anything that means something to them will be taken away, thus NOT
reaching out to people and telling what they have been programmed to NOT tell, least they be threatened with death. It is a whole programming plan to
alienate the child from support from healthy people. I know because I am a Monarch survivor also, and I see the patterns my whole life and how the
developed. Project Monarch is real and was is a subproject of MKULTRA, one of hundreds of CIA sponsered projects. I come from a multigenerational
BLOODLINER Satanic ritual abuse family. These are the types of families that the Project MOnarch people will seek, as the children are already highly
dissociative from all the incest and other types of abuse. Maybe at age 5 or so they are used for the project. But the trauma is what produces the
dissociative conditions in the first place. This torture and rape is not just done for fun. It is ALL very methodical, and they think "long range"
and how can we use this person for their whole lives, hell I am 39 and still being used and slowly killed off. The torture and rape, clearly will
split the child up and produce alternate personalities that can be used in a host of criminal activities. Some of these "alters" as they are called
have amnesia barriers so say, the child or adult may be used as a sex slave, all their lives but have no memory of it. They may be used in porn films
and made a star, but their CONSCIENCE persona has no memory of it. AS for being a sex slave, the only memroies they may have are body memories of the
sodomy, which for these satanic idiots, opens up the "third eye" and is seen as a spiritual thing for them. These satanists are VERY spiritual ,
but not how you and I see it, it is much more evil and they use it in dimensional terms, trying to tap into something that could be extra-dimensional,
I am sorry if I do not make sense, I am under a ton of stress and felt an urgency to comment, although my perpetrators target me every day, and need
me dead because I know too much, or did , except they are erasing my memory so I have dementia like symptoms.
I firmly believe there is a connection between these satanists and their wanting to connect with extra dimensinal beings and the like, everything is
connected in some way, and it fascinates me to figure it all out which has gotten me in quite a bit of hot water now. AS my perps like to say, "I
learned my lesson the hard way"!!!!
There have been connections also, with Satanic Ritual ABuse and UFO reportings which led me to believe that this wholel SAtanic thing originated from
elsewhere, meaning "other worlds". Many will say that those are "cover Memories" but I think it is a double trick. Satan is the master of
deception, and I have posted on other topics about how the DRaco master reptilian race of ET's are Satanic themselves. I think they WANT you to
believe that those are cover memories, but they are re ally the truth. I was just beginning to get weird memoriesl coming up and then my perps really
started working on my memory, I had alters that just knew things and blurted out stuff like "They are using children in time travel as spies" Where
did this come from , the other purpose of having alters is to keep; knowledge separate from the HOst personality, therefor the alters just "know"
stuff but the Host personality thinks, no that cannot be. This is why internal communicatin is sooo important.
There will be skeptics I know but I believe I am on the right track because my perps have given me cancer and clearly cannot afford to have me around,
why, well as with so many others who knew too much , they were too muc of a risk!!