1) Are you currently taking any prescription antidepressants? Nothing at all
2) Do you have a history of mental disorders? No
3) Has the average daily temperature where you live been greater than 95 degrees Fahrenheit? Yes, but I stay indoors all day (school, car, house, even
my workout stuff is in an air conditoned room)
4) Do you have a history of alien abduction experiences? no
5) Are you currently experiencing significant personal or family problems that either started or increased since roughly August 6, 2007? Yes, Family
been fighting over stupid stuff (work, money, etc.) (extended family)
6) Do you live within 50 miles of a government research facility or military base? Not sure
7) Do you meditate routinely? yes
8) Do you attend church on a routine basis? no
9) Do you consider yourself athiest, or do not attend a religious facility regularly? not an atheist but don't really follow organized religion> I
believe in a higher power.
Now I been tired etc before school started last week. Been having messed up dreams since I was 7-8 and recently they come back. Was not abused as a
child nor have I watched any scary/ influencing stuff before these dreams. Smoke marijuana every now and then.
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Dream:
One of my MOST vivid dreams. I actually woke up to urinate, went back to sleep and the dream continues
Okay basically, Im in my apartment I used to reside in while in NY. I am now in the south but this apartment building was now grim and buy some sort
of lake/ocean/ water that had black debris around and in the body of water. The location still was NY. I was on the top floor of the building with all
in my family, including my dead cousin. He was talking to me and warning me. Im not sure if anyone else noticed him but I tried to alert my family. I
saw A LOT of my extended family, primarily those I have lived/live with.
Well The room was very hot, boxes scattered around a white picnic table parallel to the window facing away from the body of water to the black, dirty
street below. I was pissed above all that I had no internet access and wanted to log onto ATS
to know what anyone else did. Still, I somehow
knew that the internet does not exist.
Me and my cousins are talking and they appologize and say we should have listened when you use to talk all that illuminati is coming bs..I say there
is no illuminati but a global world order and my brother kicks a box and says "look a$$--le, we are just in a detention camp for safety, itll all be
normal and you can go back to jerking off on the computer again". I told him detention today, concentration tommorow. I get mad and go out and 2
cousins are following me. One appologizes cause me and him have been mad recently (in reality, not the dream). I accept and then I pull out automatic
rifles from the bushes that are near the apartment. One of my cousin goes away and the other one follows me to my house (in the south) but we just
"go there" and then go back..like I couldnt do anything in my house but look around. Now we walked to some hill and looked down and were sitting
behind a large plane. It took off. We overheard the soldiers talking that many people over the world will die as they have in the nuclear attacks.
Then they say we will have to announce to the ppl we are in war. I dont believe it because I know (or think?) its all a conspiracy. anyway, I go back
to the apartment, open the red or rusty gate and look for my other cousin. He is not in the basement but another detained captive is. He gives me a
package. I go upstairs and never open it and tell my family...
What scares me is now I read all these china this and that russia iran alliance articles and its creeping me out. I saw jericho after my dream too
because someone told me about it....the scenario has something to do with china too...the book by the two PLA soldiers also...wtf is really going on?
I think my dream was a vision. Scared and paranoid? Check. Now to work on automatic weapons at age 17...