reply to post by HighDefinitionFilms
I can indeed agree with what you are saying here.
I'm ADD. I'm 16 and I was diagnosed several years ago. It wasn't the teachers who told my parents but my mother wondered. I could never ever, even
to save my life, focus on my work. Homework? Forget it, to many distracting things.
When your ADD you are perfect at tuning out. It's not something you can say "Ok I NEED to focus." and set your mind. It's virtually impossible to
try and do this.
I take Adderall. Only during school weeks. I'm off it for the summer, weekends, and holidays. Without it, I can't really focus on my test at school,
homework isn't even touched.
It has taken a toll on my weight but, I battle it with a proper diet. I don't each much fast food, caffine is limited to weekends, and I eat little
sweets. I eat as much as I can of the meals my mom cooks, and my snacks consist of carrots or crackers. Now, this doesn't keep me from loseing weight
but, it doesn't throw me down the tunnel either.
My mom told me she'd like for me to see if I can become dependent and not take the Adderall. I have been wanting to try this to.
But mind control? I disagree, Adderall opens my mind much more then if I was not taking it. Thoughts not my own? Nah, I remember everything I think
about when I take the medicine.
It's not something to be abused. Also I need to add that I stay on one dosage. 15mg. I know people who when they stop feeling the effects they up the
dosage. Not me, my effect stays the same, probably because I don't take it on weekends. Uping the dosage becaue you don't feel it is almost like
buying a little more cocaine because the high is getting stale.
I would not have been able to perform like I am now without the medication. It keeps me focues, and ready to work. Something I couldn't do without
it.
Oh and I'm not just talking about schoolwork. I'm talking about any form of work in general. Sometimes even stuff I like, I lose interest in.
I'm not hyper though...