Parabol!
I'm so glad I found you. I thought I was alone in this boat. I got online today, determined to find help on my OBEs, but I think you need advice.
My experiences are nothing less than frightening. When I go out of body, demons try to pull me out. I have heard them speaking, clicking, and
something that might be considered as grunts. Just today a demon laughed at me, so I think I'm the butt of the demons' joke in my house. I've had
one experience where my arm was being shook up and down vigorously, and then threw back into my body. My spirit hand back into body. I did not get
control, it was just thrown back. But don't leave your body. My senses are so heightened. If somebody makes no noise and walks into my room while
I'm sleeping, I can feel them in my room and I wake immediately. And, no I can't control this, well kinda, I can control for the most part to
prevent myself from leaving and being separated like that. I don't take drugs, or have any bad addiction, I'm a full-fledged Christian.
Once I found myself like that because of a dream, the dream woke me up or something, but I realized that the sound was in my room, and that I was in
my room, that it was something at the foot of my bed. I knew it was a demon, so I told it to go in the name of Jesus. But before it knelt down and
before I said anything, it had my stepfather's form and was sighing like he does when he is angry. But since I knew what it was I told it to go,
which was a mistake. I was supposed to bind the darn thing in the name of Jesus, but I didn't know that so I told it to go, and then when it was
obviously ignoring me I got mad and started making fun of it sighing, mimicking it horribly. It leapt to the head of my bed, it was long and skinny
about 8 ft long stretched out, super long "legs" and abnormally shorter arms with claws or claw-like fingers. It started to try to gut my head,
digging its' claw things from my upper nose over to my left eye. If I could describe it I would say it was like I was water and somebody ran their
fingers through me. I could feel it, but it was faint. It did not hurt in the least. I give God the credit for that though.
Another bad time was a couple times ago, that same one that tried to gut my head, (they all have a unique flow about them), tried to pull me out of my
body, it tried so hard I had my spirit arms hanging onto the side of my bed, they try pulling me out and off my bed while my physical arms were
resting on my torso under my comfortor. When it gave up it shoved me back toward my body and for some reason I was vibrating rather violently and I
couldn't control it, so I called out to Jesus and I was reconnected with my body.
I'm always conscious, I even saw my cat eating food on the table runner (I have their food up so that my fat boy cat doesn't turn to mush the girl
is too skinny), so I called to her, even yelled "ANNA! ANNA!" She didn't respond in the least, not even lift her head from the bowl to look
toward me. Leaving your body is not normal...I just wonder why they are trying to pull me out of my body, ya think they want to possess my body or
some crazy shniz?
I just wanted to tell you, you should try to stay in your body if you can, I've actually just rolled out of my body once, I reached to the side and
kept reaching and I rolled out. Yes, I know, that is soo dramatic...rolling out lol. And I got very startled and rolled back in. I just don't know
why it is happening to people like it is. Oh and one of the days I was out of body was 7-17-2007. Maybe just a coincidence, maybe not. I just found
that disturbing a little.