I would love to see this thread continue too.OP, you are a treasure to be valued. I hope you are back soon. I too would enjoy getting into a great conversation with you.

OP. i would like to know one thing! what does (within 1 is 0 within 0 is ?) mean to you?
i don't think there is a wrong answer to this by the way!

Its possible what you say is true as any person could say the same for any nightmares they have or good dreams. Our brains are capable of anything its almost sickening, but the important thing u need to remember is your alive, living with this on your conscience every day must be hard. It sounds to me like you have done phsycadelics a few times or more, i can give you an example of when did shrooms, i was trying to go to sleep and all of a sudden i heard what sounded like radio frequencey and static and beeping, and i could picture green aliens with huge heads and they were ugly, and i remember them laughing at me becuz i was suffering from a bad trip, it felt like i could communicate with them telepathically and even for a minute felt like time froze and i could distribute psych messages to everybody imagineable at the peak of my experience in the general population... anyways the shrooms were some potent stuff the strongest i had ever done and i only ate 3 grams. My aliens were green yours were grey, hence the invention of aliens in general. Not saying what u experienced wasnt real but it can defenitly be your minds way of trying to cope with an issue or problem far deeper then what your telling us, my advice to you is to face it and if u dont like it then overcome it and you will be alot stronger than you are now. I do not contribute to the use of drugs for any person, any natural substance should be taken with the utmost precaution and safety.

i like the story, im gonna try and read all of it. i will come out and say i dont "trust" any of it(its the internet) but i can see it as possible. Ive had a reading done on past lives (and i thought i'd just get a copy-paste thing) and i can actually say the tie-ins with my behaviour from this current presence is extremely specific and correct. On top of that i was told i was only around 30 some odd lives lived here but im supposedly old/more advanced/etc in the other dimensions or whatever you call them, where i originally came from (again im thinking default saying at the end of a reading). Needless to say i asked about others as well(family,etc) and its ridiculously (as in funny) how close to home it hits in every single case (the person with most lives here i found out about was something over 700).

I do definately think we come here with purpose (wherever we may originate from), and im just hoping we can have a positive impact as much as possible. They werent kidding when they told you you'd be dumber though(lol).

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Again I am amazed how things come about.

As I have mentioned a few times before I am not good with the computer I just wing my way around. I never think about U2U's and I only remember them when a pop up on occasion comes up and I see it. Well, one did pop up and I read it but I couldn't answer at the time I was just closing down however, as I was doing the things I needed to do I thought about that U2U and all I could think was that message had to be about an old thread I started years ago, I thought again it was in cyber heaven.

The message was from missiongal about writing an e-book and how to go about it. It's kind of fuuny in a way because I can write a long post here on occasion but to be honest I have NO impulse or interest in writing but I will say this: Anything that I have every shared about this subject is free and if anyone wants to re-write it you are more then welcome to do so as long as it is written to mean the same as I intended it to be written. As each should know words can be taken to have different meanings by different people so words need to be written simple and understandable.

ThatsAUfo thanks about the Missouri and Mississippi River I thought that's the way it was I wanted to make sure my thinking was going in the correct direction. I will have to read the link about the Tower on Mars and I will see what I sense one way or the other.

Seanwalsh....... "Alien Soul, Huh!" I understand how that sounds but it is the best description I can give. I can chuckle sometimes when I make comparisions such as the devil on one shoulder and the angel on the other with me it the Human heart and brain verses the Alien Soul. Since I know the Alien Soul is much older and a good old soul and much wiser then the Human container..... I still take the time to view things from both aspects.

tmw93 I believe to call someone a liar without even meeting or knowing them is a wee bit harsh. I can understand it is difficult to understand all this but to be honest I'm not smart enough to come up with something like this. About all I can do is write of the things I have been shown and told to me by them. I share freely and if what I write doesn't come to light then it is me that looks bad and I DO have some respect for myself. To be honest I am hoping of what I write that is to come our way does not come I would gladly give my life to be wrong on all this.

UnlimitedSky I am sorry to say I do not know the meaning of which you wrote.

Unwrittenfate726 I never used the things you wrote about and you do have the right to believe what you believe. There have been a few times in my life when I have wondered what would my life have been if this didn't happen to me or I didn't have recall of all this. This all weigh's on me heavily and many that have experiences will probably agree that when they are busy and their minds are occupied with matters at hand is about the only time this isn't on their mind. You can try to forget but it won't let you...most will always wonder, "why me" what did I do to deserve this.... but in my case I was allowed to remember that I stood infront of our Creator's the Elder's and I was asked to come here to this beautiful Planet Earth and help the Human race when it was time ...I have a job to do and I intend to help everyone I can when this time comes because this is the job I agreed to do for my Creator.

buggy166, I can understand and you are correct you never know who is on the internet and who to believe. This subject is difficult because there are so many that will do all in their power to discredit it and make ones that have had experiences out as liars and so on. I am a 63 year old Grandma now and I still feel as if it is time that people who have been through this or feel as if something has happened to them dealing with this to be able to talk and share and not be belittled. I know there are many experiencers right here on ATS that stopped sharing because of the harshness and abusive words by some members BUT for myself I no longer am upset I see it as I am writing it and it is out there and each can take it the way they feel they need to take it.

As for an update I still don't feel as it is time yet but it is slowly coming. If any of you observe you can see slowly things are coming forward. New fissures are opening and quakes are happening in areas they aren't usually known for. Actually when the event does occur it "isn't" going to be where all the activity is known to be it will as I described earlier.

People need to pay attention to their gut feeling and instincts...all yeah! and don't you think for one minute the US government doesn't know what's coming just observe them raping their own Country but remember it is the meek that shall inherit the Earth.

This post has tired me out my best to you all

I can't believe my eyes were glued to a 19 page post, but here I am. Thanks for sharing. Now I hate to bring paranoia into the fold, but you're putting yourself out there. The government is getting scary with categorizing certain types to be potential problem childs to their form of governing. They zoom in on people who become a beacon of "light" so to speak, so I'd say be careful. Those who are in control know very well the game they're playing and they don't have a problem dragging people like yourself under. This is the evil of humanity, to maintain as much control as possible while the sheep are sold a limited brand of "freedom".

There are some of us who are awake and asking the right questions, but these aren't the questions the government cares to attend to. Acknowledging the presence of higher intelligence would be giving up a Paradigm of governmental control. Yes I believe the government is in the know, but they also know there is more money to be made off the cattle.

I think it's beyond the point of waiting for a UFO to land on the white house lawn because theyre (aliens) already in the know of how the government wants to treat its people. To step in and say its wrong would undermine much.

My experience comes from a sighting in 1986 that to this day is unexplainable but I know why. That sighting was for certain a seed deposited in me that has kept my mind wondering for a long time. More people need to wake up.