posted on Aug, 4 2010 @ 04:02 PM
Thank you for this thread Observe50-It is a pleasure to meet you! I have read the thread and you are so fascinating! I really enjoyed reading about
your experiences and would love to hear more. I wish more people could be there for others who may have questions or a need for somebody else to
understand what they might be going through.
I believe I was once an abductee. I think that it has been over a year since my last journey. I have read many books on abductions since figuring
out that that must be what was happening with me. One of those books mentioned that some abductions stop when the abductee reaches age 40. I am now
41. In a weird way I miss them-the pleasant ones!
I don’t know if I was taken by two different groups or the same group time after time, but I believe that I had both pleasant and not so pleasant
abductions. Both seem to have stopped.
I am thankful that the abductions that I have perceived to be unpleasant, my memory of them seem to have been mainly all blocked. I would wake up
afterwards feeling horrible, like I had been hit by a truck (worn out, sore, headache, and feeling slightly uncomfortable inside me as if I had just
been examined by my gynecologist). Later that day the soreness would develop into bruises on my arms and legs. The only memory I seem to have of
those are waking up in a ‘bedroom‘ that was not mine, getting up and walking down a hallway, then the rest is blacked out .
My pleasant ones I can remember only bits and pieces. I remember parts of the ship (I believe it was a ship) and some of the occupants. I seemed to
have a ‘friend’ in my pleasant ones. She was a pretty blonde lady and very nice. We seemed to have conversations but they were blocked out when
I would wake up. She was usually the one who kept track of me there, taking me to different areas of the ship. There was a time or two I was brought
there and somebody else was my ‘tour guide’ , I did not get to see who they were, but I did see my ‘friend’ across the way and she would give
me a big smile and wave. Those abductions I would wake feeling happy, light, and full of love for everybody! Such a good feeling!
I do have one memory of an abduction that had a military man. I don’t know who’s military. He was in a green uniform with the usual stripes and
such (not sure what those patches things are called). He spoke to me which brought me out of what seemed to be a trance (I noticed that we were in
an elevator of some kind), I answered him back and dropped my head back towards looking at the floor. That is all I can recall of that one. I
don’t know if that was a military abduction or if he was part of the regular abductors, that one I was completely blocked except for the elevator.
There are times that I try to piece all of my various memories together better to try to figure it all out and I come up with just about nothing, too
many blocked memories to be able to put anything together. I don’t miss the uncomfortable abductions but I do miss the pleasant ones. I feel as
though I lost a friend. I wonder if I will ever be able to visit with them again.
Thanks again Observe50!!