Can you see us? Secret Branch of Government, page 1

Hey Grim..
Ok, let me try to explain. First, I don't think of what I do as a power. And most of the time, it comes at completely inopportune times, and sometimes, why it happens, I don't know, cause the stuff that I see is totally inconsequential. I have always had the visions, and they come when I am completely awake. It doesn't matter if there are lots of people around or not. For instance, one of the very first visions that I can remember having, I was watching television, around 17 years of age, and a man with a long blonde beard and hair, wearing a blue baseball cap, came in my front door, got in front of the television set, and growled, while flexing his arms in front of him, much like a bodybuilder would do. I jumped off of the couch, and screamed, Who are you? And he just disappeared. I didnt know what to make of it! What the heck was that?? I all but forgot about it, but figured that something was going to happen involving someone who looked like that at my home, as he came into my front door. At that age, 17, I did use a little mary jane, and actually forgot about it. Until one day, a new friend took me to a house to pick up some stuff to smoke. We had gotten into the house, and sat down, was there for about 10 minutes, when all of a sudden, guns started going off, blasting in the windows, and killed one of the dogs right there. At that moment, I just rolled up like a little ball, when the door busted open, and there was the man with the long yellow beard, and the blue baseball hat, and he was flexing his arms in front of him saying, DEA, Down on the floor, at the top of his lungs, like a ferocious growl. Needless to say, I was but a kid, and didn't get into any trouble, but it was a very scary situation, probably the reason I never drank or did drugs again, and I consider that the premonition that I had had was definately to forewarn me, if only I had paid more attention. Other times, it is just stupid stuff, that means nothing. For instance, once my husband walked in from work, put his shirt on the kitchen chair, and he went into the kitchen to wash his hands. I hollered for him to bring me a pop on his way back in. No answer. I asked him again. Still no answer. I got up and looked, and he was not there. Half hour later, he walked in the door, put his shirt on the chair in the kitchen, and went to wash his hands. I immediately got up to make sure he was really there, and he was. So, you see, I never know when it's gonna happen, or why, it just happens, and I try to make sense of it to see what it is saying. Sometimes, the event is a little more ominous. But it is like a picture snapshot of a tree, and me trying to tell you what kind of tree and where it is, as if I could tell by a picture of it, and describe things that are in the picture with it. Why it's there, again, I don't know. And sometimes, there are strange things that are seen when my picture is taken. I can certainly show this, as some sort of proof. but proof of what? I don't know. I just thought I'd see if anyone else knows of all this stuff!

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