Originally posted by MadSeason313
I'm 19 years old, and i'm labeled as a "goth" kid not just when I was in HighSchool, but now also. I work at a crappy job flipping burgers, and I
attend a Community College. In the last 2 years, i've been on the edge, and I feel a breaking point coming along.. Not in a violent way, just a
breaking point. I just wanted to know, can you tell what i've been through, can you see into me and turley believe that I am a good person, or am I
nothing but scum, something waiting to do wrong?? I've been told by numerous people, that they don't like hanging around me, simply because I give
off a bad vibe.. And i've also been told me aura readers, to leave the room at once... What's wrong with me? I've had astrology readings as well,
even they can't descipher anything in my life, aside from my supposed personality that isn't even close to my peronality at all. Though I remember
them saying, that this personality can happen in any time of my life.. What's wrong with me? Am I a ticking time bomb? Am I even what i'm
supposed to be?
OK, I sense that you are being mistold alot of stuff, and yes, you have a darkside that could be potentially hazardous to yourself.
Do you have issues at home with your parents? I think the problem is about you wanting to be unique and you parents can't handle it.
This bad vibe of which you speak, is like a force. At the moment, you are using it for negative ends, such as thinkng bad, or giving attidue or being
aggessive, but I don't think thats what is really the true you.
Noone understands you right? Its because you are not using the invisible energy in a positive manner - just start to calm down and think of what you
like, and what makes you click. As a goth, there are many others who do understand you, cuase they are making the same statement, and THAT is what you
current problem is - like minded people... If you have such an ability to write here, then you have a greater ability to do it upclose.
Maybe this 'turning point', is your subconscious desire to want to change things, or destroy them! If you have bad ideas inside, you will do bad,
but if you like yourself and are good, you will see a huge change.
I don't know all about your past, I don't have that skill, but I wouldn't be upset if your aura is outta whack, it can be restored, the rest is up
No person is perfect, thats what you should think, like "it's ok, cause neither you or I are perfect.
[edit on 17/5/2007 by deaman88]