Indigo / People that are awake chat, page 2

Hi Everyone,
We are all different and situations are different. One person is a soldier, one person is a teacher, each of them learn different experiences. So if someone sees ghost or a UFO and another person doesn't get to experience anything, then that is merely fate.
Two children live in the same street, one of them finds a ten pence or a dime depending what part of the globe your on. The kid with the coin thinks, "wow i'm lucky" the other kid never finds any dime or 10p ever so therefor he doesn't believe in luck. So no one can say that the boy who believes in his luck is delusional it is fact he found that coin, just because the other boy didn't see it doesn't mean it isn't real.
There are those that do and those that don't it will always be this way. No need to make issue over the fact you haven't been lucky enough to experience anything special, that is a bitter life to lead.
So onto your chat solution, there are several chat servers etc heres 2, I'm a gamer so I use X-fire, Comrade.
I have a question ....I have all the characteristics of a Indigo Child but heres the thing, I'm 42, my first memory ever is of an old surgeon with a round mirror strapped to his head and other people with white masks on then it goes like tunnel vision and they get smaller and smaller till it goes dark. this is what I think of when I try to think back to a little kid before being in my cot, figuring out the lock on it to get a better picture of the tv without the bars. Later I would always draw spaceships and cliffside bases and battles on what I took as imaginary. I've read that Indigo children are souls from another planet. Could there be older souls that came before.
I see people for what they are on first sight and know instantly a bad person to a good one. I have prophetic dreams which I have only found out were factual in the last 10 years or so. They seem to be priop to traumatic events some even warnings to keep me safe. Some of my dreams are of other worlds and other experiences that seem very real. Mainly I'm a soldier(commando type) in these dreams. Dreams I used to think were just that but now I tend to record or make a mental note just incase.
My wife says, "I need a reason for my madness". LoL and yet when ever her friend meets a new man they now always ask me if he's ok or not, as in the past I have warned her about the men I didnt get good vibes off she chose to ignore me.......and as sure as eggs are eggs they turn out to be rotters.
So recap Question: are indigo children new souls or could there be older earlier souls, for want of a better word as in my dreams Recon.
Sorry if theres typos I'm Dyslexic.

[edit on 30-1-2010 by DreamerOracle]