posted on Jan, 2 2004 @ 10:47 PM
Dear fellow ATS-ers (Paranoids),
You probably haven’t noticed my recent, lack of posts. I do not believe I am very popular at this site, but I believe that I have something that must
be posted here, and will explain my disappearance from this site here.
It started with what I believed was just an overactive imagination of an immensely powerful humanoid race in Andromeda. I made up this race I
remember, as a child to explain to the other children my weirdness, Paranoidness, and my… superiority.
All this simply made me less and less popular. I kept to myself and minded my own business, fervently trying to recall “memories” about this race. I
eventually named them the Randaar, and then made up a whole culture about them along with technology, and their reasons for being to earth; to prevent
or slow the beginning of the end, the World War Three.
Eventually I met a girl, started some college classes and then almost forgot about Randaar.
Then I had a dream, about 2 months ago. I had a dream that some “Randaar” came to me, there was a battle going on outside my house, the Randaar were
recovering a long forgotten agent to their Kingdom; probably me. They told me that no one would recall the battle, or even know of it because it is
taking place on the astral and spiritual plane.
The told me not to forget my mission, and to fulfill it as best as I could now that my friends were gone. I awoke, and my ears were ringing, I
remembered a post on the ATS message board that that is a sign that you’ve been abducted.
Afterward things got a lot weirder. On my phone someone called me all day long non-stop, the caller ID registered “Arizona Government” and whenever I
answered I’d hear a beep noise every 5 seconds, or the sound of someone hanging up.
On top of that I’ve been having the feeling of being watched, becoming highly paranoid, and I feel as if I am being completely violated in means of
privacy, and I never have a single moment alone. Every time I see my parent’s face I feel ashamed, but I know not of what.
Also my e-mail system has been rerouted (I’m guessing) and I can no longer receive e-mails from anyone. On top of all that many of my favorite
Government conspiracy sites are being blocked from my computer, and one of my best friends, who was a conspiracy theorist, knew a member of A51, and
also had huge knowledge of government technology, has recently disappeared. His house is completely stripped and cleaned out. I’ve heard nothing from
him, and no neighbors know what happened to him either. One neighbor did mention seeing some black cars drive into his driveway one day, but that’s
about it because he has lots of land and many trees to obscure sight.
Another thing I’ve noticed on a personal note is a sudden extreme interest in futuristic weapons (understandable), amazing strategic abilities,
electromagnets, ancient history, and some abilities I’m still trying to comprehend (like for example I believe I am beginning to develop telepathy of
I don’t know what’s happening to me, but ever since that dream things have suddenly drastically changed and I no longer feel like myself anymore. I
feel as if there are two beings fighting over my body/mind/spirit in an almost violent level. Some days I feel strong enough to conquer the world,
enforce new laws, and remove all those who get in my way. Many of you have read my posts on starting an empire, or conquering the world, or “In my
country that won’t happen” these are random outbursts I later regret when I realize what I wrote. I leave them, to serve as a reminder.
Other days I feel like upholding the law, poking fun of liberals, and just being a general good guy trying to make a positive difference in the
world. Unfortunately it appears that this factor is losing the battle for control over me.
Some of you may notice my signature, mentioning Napolia, for your information I thought of Napolia as a country on Randaar when I was 5, a week ago I
found out it was a small town in France. Coincidence? I hope so.
Note my avatar; has anyone ever seen this symbol before? I simply made it up awhile back and don’t know where it came from, has anyone seen it?!
Does anyone know what’s going on anymore!? I’m serious about all this, and I don’t know what’s happening to me!
P.S.: Yes I am paranoid, but this has nothing to do with it.