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Grats

Sorry Kids, at the moment I can only give you all a tiny star for your support.
We both appreciate all the happy thoughts, no matter how things will turn.

Thanks and Oh well Salute, , for a perfect future.

WIS

I posted in in the "It took 13 days" thread and now I am posting it here too.

Hooked on a feeling...

Hey Loner, this is kind'a like a re-proposal, are we back on track?
Well I guess we are.

Guys, perhaps your good wishes have helped and the Guinness will soon flow
Let us all hold our breath, and see what happens.

To the very best for all of us
So it be.
WIS

Originally posted by WalkInSilence
Hey Loner, this is kind'a like a re-proposal, are we back on track?
Well I guess we are.

My proposal was never in question.

Just had to clear some things from my past. We will not be carrying any baggage...only love.

Oh, My, we are back on our Big Black Horse, I love rid'n Him.
That horse knows how to take me to "high places".

My appoligies, I just neaded a little confirmation.
But I guess I should start sweeping the cob webs out of my hair.

Or perhaps strap on my traveling gear, my sword is all shinny, though the shield has a dent here and there.
I'll pack a blanky in case it gets cold, which I doubt

Just tell me when to start the roast, mashed "tatter" and pancakes.
The roast takes six hours you know, so don't you just show up and be all disapointed because you have to wait.

Well, we could probably find "something" to pass the time with, catching up on "stuff".
WIS

I was pushed off the horse.

Auch.

When I am done brushing off the debris, I'll hitch-hike back to a place where they serve cold Guinness, lots of it.

Any one want to join, it's on me.

WIS, in a bad mood :bnghd:

More Guinness Please,
No just put me in a shed on a remote island, where the mail only comes twice a year, when the ice breaks and before we get hit by winter.

With my luck I'll miss one of the deliveries.
:bnghd:

All though, with global warming and what not, I could grow some trees, build a boat, and by the time I am seventy, I could return to the main land to celebrate the seventh reign of "Bush's".
Or would that be eight? Nine?
Who cares.

I'll just stay on my island.
Send me to an island, where I can monitor the patterns of migrating jelly fish. :shk:
Can I take my pets?
I'll need a book too. Not a car manual, please.

I don't want any contact with the outer world, nope, too complicated, any thing but this.
Send me some tree seeds, not oak, I'm too old to wait for that, I mean, I don't suppose I'll live to build as ship in seventy five years.
Ash, some pine and a Cherry tree seed.
Ups, got the Cherry tree seed my self.

Don't misinterpret my dainty tone, I HATE this situation.

Oh and a years ration of Guinness every six months. That should keep me going.

Can I swear?
D :bnghd:, F:bash:, MF, F(again):bash:.
Thank You. I hope I didn't offend any one with my foul sailor vocabulary.
Good Bye to All, and to all a good bye, until later.
If there is a F:bnghd: later.
Argh. Well, I hope. We did promise you all a party. Sorry.
Why is it always me apologizing?

WIS

Please send me to that island. Jelly fish.

OK I THINK I understand what's going on, but am not entirely sure.

However, WIS, if you need someone to talk to, or vent to, U2U me. Because if I'm right in what's going on, you might need someone's ear.

Thanks MajorM.

Just send me a "Calvin and Hobbes" every three years. that should keep me going.

Or better yet, make sure I don't get any mail at all. :bnghd:
"No news is good news" right?

Can I swear again? F:bash:.

Do we have a "swear level" on ATS?
I scare people in "real" life, because I'm this little innocent looking "girl".

Oh my, behind that excellent disguise are years of salty experience.

Well I have vented for now. No I haven't.
WIS

Excuse Me I am repeating my self here, and this should be in Rant, but then it would be out of context, and there is so much confusion going on in the world that I don't want to add to it

I dumped him, well he dumped me first, :bnghd:, kind of, had me hanging on a rope over a glacial wedge, scary stuff.

I decided to take the plunge, let go of the rope, and it is F:bash: cold down here, but better than hanging upside down.

So, now I am left with a big hole in my heart, for all the world to see.

Nope, he'll never forgive this one.


Any one a band aid, a Guinness, an earth quake that could swallow me up?


We had a good time though, lots of fun and laughter.

Oh feel free to express your "sympathy", no sarcasm please, no " Could have told you that" No "Life Goes On" I hate that expression.

I feel stupid enough as it is. J:bash:ck Ass, very very stupid.
Now I will have to go through an identity change because I can't bear to look at my self.

Get rid of blue eyed innocence, no more "blue eyed" perceptions/deceptions, I'll buy black contacts.
Yep, black, and have fangs implemented. Big bright fangs.
Wonder if my dentist will do that, of course he will I'll just growl at him :bnghd:
Sorry LGM for derailing your thread, , did any one catch the sarcasm?.
But SOME ONE Derailed MY Life, :bnghd: :bnghd:.

Guess I let it happen, my bad.
Black eyes and fangs. Yeah.

Disclaimer.
I am not bashing LGM, he is the kindest sweetest male on earth, that is why I am so F:bash: frustrated. He is just caught up in life. Don't blame him, he is better then the best.
I just didn't pass the qualification test.
WIS

[edit on 19-8-2007 by WalkInSilence]

[edit on 19-8-2007 by WalkInSilence]

No sarcasm, no bashing. I'm sorry you're going through a difficult time. But (you knew there was gonna be a "but") you have absolutely no reason to feel stupid. Sometimes you just gotta stick your neck out there. There's no shame in effort. Only in not trying.

Hope it gets better for you soon.

[Sorry for the platitudes. Sometimes it's all I got].

Originally posted by yeahright
Sometimes you just gotta stick your neck out there. There's no shame in effort. Only in not trying.

Yep, that has been my attitude most of my life. I have seen too many people sit around and "wish" they had done this or that, or go on and on,: "Well I wanted to do this or that when I was young, but......." Bitter and envious they'll sit there.
It is bunch of crap.
I have lived every single dream I have had, seriously, it may take years, but they show up in one way or other.

I am at the point in, my life where I can start dreaming new dreams.
I have been all the places in the world I wished for, I have moved home, I have lived a wonderful life, full of compassion, fun, challenges, and an equal number of back fires.

Hope it gets better for you soon.
[Sorry for the platitudes. Sometimes it's all I got].

It is good already, I don't "back track" myself for very long, I only know how to go forward and be grateful for what ever life gave me.
I am, it was a cathartic experience.
Yet an other transformation, I am ready for the best life can give me, because that was what I had. So I am spoiled, it can only get better.

We parted as friends, human beings no throat slashing.

WIS

Oh, your "platitudes", you're always civil and subtle, I'd rather have that than a "lecture", you're just being "nice".

To new dreams (For Us All)

I want the black eyes and fangs though.

[edit on 20-8-2007 by WalkInSilence]

I Hope You Get the Chance !!!!!!!



To Live Like You Were Dying.

That's what I do every moment of my life, I don't have time for nothing less.
Live it while it is here.
WIS

And By The Way


Have A Nice Day.

AmI being a little devious here?
Pardon me, nay, don't, I like my attitude.
WIS


[edit on 22-8-2007 by WalkInSilence]

Originally posted by WalkInSilence

Disclaimer.
I am not bashing LGM, he is the kindest sweetest male on earth, that is why I am so F:bash: frustrated. He is just caught up in life. Don't blame him, he is better then the best.
I just didn't pass the qualification test.
WIS

Oh god why does life have to be so messed up. There was no qualification test. I dont want it to end like this...you were the best thing that ever happened to me. Dont lose your innocents or anything for that matter, you are perfect the way you are.

I am very unhappy without you and feel like life has hit a brick wall.

The love we have is rare and it has more meaning to me than anything else in my life ever had. Please dont be sad little one...things have a way of working out no matter how bad they currently seem.

Notice I have not even logged onto ATS in weeks, I just cant bear it.

Not a minute goes by that I dont think of you...not one single minute.



P.S. I have not even gone back to the fire service...in limbo...lost my passion. Every second we were together is burned into my mind...why I have to sacrifice so much in this life is beyond me.

[edit on 23-8-2007 by LoneGunMan]

No more sunshine. Just overcast days and rain.

You are my sunshine...

My Gosh, you are two wonderful people and i'm caught up in this triangle-like bittersweet love and its tearing my heart.

WIS, you are awesome and so is LoneGunMan- those words, the way he expresses himself, just beautiful words and feelings he expresses for WIS, makes me want to help. If only i could fix things for both of you!!!

I wish i had a magic wand and i could wave it and fix whatever is wrong between the two of you

I wish i could help you both. You are great people. I hope it all works out for you and you can both reconcile.

I've been away for three months and it hurts my heart to see this development. I'll give you a video for comfort and pleasure.

Bob Dylan - When The Deal Goes Down


I wish you both the best.

I only wish I could watch the videos myself, but I'm back in a repressive country that takes itself very serious, so the Tube is still closed here (someome "insulted" the king).

Originally posted by LoneGunMan
......why I have to sacrifice so much in this life is beyond me.
[edit on 23-8-2007 by LoneGunMan]

YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO. You put this on your self. You had a choice.

Stop making me look bad, please, I have done my best to be patient.
For every choice we make we must take responsibilty.
WIS