posted on Jan, 1 2004 @ 02:39 PM
Maybe. I just haven't seen as much of the world as many people have. TO be honest, I see alot of nothing, except my schoolwork, and the bottoms of a
few bottles of beer, if you know what I mean. I'd just like to say that while I did get a 24, I don't feel as innocent as all that.
Firstly, I'm maintaining purity for marriage, for some reason that I haven't figured out yet. Just seems like the right thing to do. Alot of my
friends tell me that I was intended for the 15th centuyry, where everyone was at least mostly innocent. AI could have been a scientist or something,
and many of my beliefs and views, aside from my obvious liberal approach to politics are very provincial in nature. I guess I'm what they'd call
'old fashioned', only I was born in 1985.
I'm sometimes onfused for being older than I really am. One person thought I was at least 20, one of my co-workers in fact. That struck me as
strange, since at thte time I was a hight-school junior with a clean-shaven face. When I asked her why she said that, she told me that I just carried
myself like a much older person. Strange that she should say that, I think.
I do feel older than I really am thought. Sometimes I wonder about reincarnation. For some reason, I feel myself going through life as if my heart's
not really in it, as if I'm just going to go through the motions of living until my numbers up. Like I said though, I still have a lot of living to
do. Maybe, and then again, maybe not. I'm going to go brood on this for awhile.