Originally posted by Jakko
Lol, I had a good laugh reading your post.
I'm glad it amuses you! Mirth helps to cope!
I do think you once really did try to find honest answers to your questions, but it seems somewhere along the way you went wrong.
Let's first clear something up, I was not always a christian and I actually did try to find a lot of answers that seemed (too) hard to find at
first.
Let's clear something up, I used to be a Christian, and then a spiritualist, and then I decided to wake up and seek truth, and I saw the absurdities
and lies of both. I am also Jewish by blood. However, my past beliefs no longer stand in the way of my search for truth, as I have learned that belief
only keeps me AWAY from truth!
Some questions were answered, others are still unanswered. I learned that it is important not to let questions stand between you and the truth.
Questions are the ONLY way to find truth. If one does not question, one does not get answers. Questions are the CONDUIT to truth, not an obstacle.
Without questions, you do not seek the answer now do you.
After what I have seen in my life if would be rather retarded to claim that God does not exist, but still I noticed that asking the same questions
over and over eventually made me doubt the existance of God, even though God showed himself in a pretty obvious way.
There are some not-understood aspects of life, many synchronisities, many things that seem impossible but come true. There are many things in life
that make your jaw drop, things that shock you, things that touch you emotionally very deeply. I never said there are no forces that influence our
lives, forces of higher knowledge and that are unseen by mankind. However, the religious version of God is an obvious lie, but obvious if you choose
to see the contradictions to reality that it creates and the apparent fallecies that are inherent in it.
Seeking wisdom and gaining knowledge is not a bad thing, in fact the bible motivates people to become wise and smart in many ways.
But asking questions just to "know", without understanding why that knowledge will not help you or people around you in any way, is silly when the
answers can not be found in a lifetime.
Knowledge of how something helps you is still knowledge. Understanding IS based on knowledge, it is what comes about when one DOES have knowledge.
Belief is what comes about when one does NOT have knowledge, but instead pretends that something is what he wishes it to be.
Oh and since I know God does exist, I am not going to act as if I don't just because I am having a discussion with someone who has not found
Him yet.
I am really wondering in what way you did find answer to the most complex questions, and wether you even explored the possibility that a God is
existant.
Yup, was a believer. Now I seek knowledge instead, and this is the the best thing that has ever happened to me, the best CHOICE I have ever made
(subjectively speaking from my perspective, which is that truth is of all importance, and lies are no longer desired.) I made the choice to deny
ignorance, and have been enlightened as a direct result of this choice.
Once again, God exists if the definition of same is true to reality. One must first define God. If you say God is the creator of everything, then yes
God exists. If you think God is separate from the creation, then this version of God doesn't exist. If you think he created something a long time
ago, then that's false because time doesn't exist. Created IS the creation and vice versa, and of course, all exists simultaneously for one purpose
and one purpose only: lessons.
This is the very basic, fundemental knowledge that one achieves if one seeks to understand reality as it truly is. If one seeks instead to BELIEVE,
and to ASSUME (which is really the same thing), he instead chooses to make reality what he wants it to be, which is subjective, and objectively
non-existant.
[Edited on 25-4-2004 by lilblam]