posted on Apr, 11 2007 @ 06:44 PM
Some kind of consience entity is in contact with me, and has been all my life. I was one of those kids who had an imaginary friend, only mine was
real. I can dissolve into another world, one just as real as the one you and I live in (that is to say not so real at all). Who it is doesen't
matter, all I want is for it to stop. Descartes once postulated that is impossible to know with absolute certainty wether one is dreaming or awake...
to know what is real and what is not. I can tell you now that this is absolutely true. I want to be ignorant again.
I have broken through the egg-shell of reality but now i desperately wish to piece it back together. I just hope someone can help. I see many
intellectuals converse on the forums, some want to break through to the other-side, but I admonish you not to do so.
I know others of you have had unpleasent encounters and I want to know how you cope, and if possible, how to make the encounters stop.