posted on Aug, 20 2012 @ 07:19 AM
For the record I have had every test imaginable for sleep paralysis and every single test came back clear.
There is nothing wrong with me mentally or biologically. Have had the CT Scan, ECG.
The thing is , they were looking in the wrong place for my inplant. It is in the lower part of my leg. I thought about removing it myself, by just
making a small nick in the skin. Then I got scared and thought better of it, so it is still there. Maybe I should and the sp might stop. Then again is
this the same as messing around with nature? I don't know, but one thing I do know is that aliens DO exist!
I have met them in real time, not in sleep time or dream time or the twilight zone...in real time... human being time. Work zone time...GMT time! Do
you know what? I am still in shock!! Nevermind the fact that the sp stopped nearon 4 years ago. So what happened? I go to see the top quacks in the
country and they are in on it all.? Don't know what to be more afraid of them or the sp. Maybe that's the real truth. How far do you go to not be
afraid? For instance if you watch star treck for the first time and you see some aliens are you not scared, because; a) It's on the tele b) you
believe it to be a product of someones imagination.
When I was made to watch an operation on my head by the.... Ummm.... visitors. Not apropriate to go into details at this point. Firstly, I am still in
shock and this was nearly 5 years ago. Secondly, I was not scared! I was too busy watching and picking up on every little detail that went on and #ing
gobsmacked to even think about being scared.... and I am a woman!!! For over 20 minutes I was in complete paralysis, while all this was going on.
Basically what happened, I refused to open my eyes all frigging hell broke loose and the next thing I know I'm watching from the ceiling. I won't go
into detail. I may have written about it in part on other threads.
I have rang the Samaritans twice, not because I'm sucidal, but for inpartial advice/chat, when I have had a bad day and all is not as it seem's and
I don't want to join in with the world. I would never leave my house if I didn't have too. That's how it is for me. Saying that, have to work to
pay for the roof over my head, thus I have to go out to go to work. You can't win! lol Be strong! It is like the 'Trueman' show, but keep that
inner strength, we all know we have. x