Yes you were litterally a thought away from an OBE.....
If you were not scared and willed yourself to float ETC.... you would have had a good chance of being fully conciously exteriorized!
(this has only happened to me once... although i have had many many partially concious projections in various 1/2 dream states ETC where you realize
that you are in a dream state and take control ETC and experince a hash of dream and real world landscapes......
And upon waking realize that your conciousness was not 100% lucid....
As i said only once did i have a 100% concious obe where i was just as awake as i am now! and unfortuneately it only lasted about 15 seconds as i
paniced....
I dont know why i did but it seemed so natural at the time...
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When this occured (ill give you a little background)
I was heavily into astral projection at that time and readiing many books.
P.s.One of the best i have read is this one (get it)
:
books.google.com.au...
And i went to bed (totally with-out any intention of projecting) and done some progressive relaxation (with some exercises i read in a book called
"Super-Memory by Sheila Ostrander, Lynn Schroeder" (this is beside the point)...
so any way I started doing some breath work just getting a good natural rhythm going and i fell right into it...
I.E often i can get hung up on the ratios or can't get into a good natural groove by this night in particular i was very successful and after a short
time i was very relaxed and breathing in this deep relaxed state with-out any effort and i actually fell asleep whilst breathing this way.. i.e i
actually maintained this deep natural breathing even though i was falling asleep.. nomally if this occured i would drop out of it....(or lost
conciousness?) the next thing i remember was a weird beeping sound like an old dial up modem connecting in side my head.....
Then i opened my eyes and i was fully awake....
I was laying a few feet above my bed and i looked around the room which was lit in a dull grainny gray which was uniform with-out any particular light
source...... i floated left right up and down just for fun....
Then i had a self destructive idea.... "This will be over if i panic! what if i start sinking ???? Blah blah blah and i ruined it for
myself........
in the blink of an eye i was back in my body......
I have had many many other experience where i wake up paralysed as you describe... (none in the last few years however)....
an sometimes while in this state i have seen "Predetor" style distortions (if you have seen this movie this is the best way i can explain it....)
silouetes of small creatures crawing on my body ECT.....
ONce while i was unable to move one was crawing on my legs... a big face was coming out of the bunk bed above me and at the same time an something was
stuffing wadds of an unknown substance into my mouth....?
Bazar i know..... but you kind of know everything is going to be ok when you can regain control of your body....
I started with my finger tips and gradually in about 20 seconds regained control and the images faded.....