Originally posted by Saphronia
You make it sound like there is something wrong with feeling good. I'm sorry, I may have missed something in your post. I mean, if this life has a
point--it is to make your time count for something. What is wrong with doing the things that make you happy? I won't beat myself up because I do
the things I love. They maybe petty in insignificant to the outside world, but my joy is my peace. Let me be a blind sheep bah, bah'ing my way to
death. If that is what puts a smile on my face so be it. Whatever is next could be better or worse. So, make life heaven. There is nothing wrong
with that.
Even those that fight--battle after battle--find some joy in the winning and misery in the losing. We are emotion driven beings. Even those that
spend their days and nights with their nose in book find joy in learning. The search is a high, and without the tug of feelings who would ever get up
outta bed--would we even have beds??? We'd still be draggin our knuckles on the ground if we didn't feel, and experience emotions. To me it isn't
something to knock, but something to celebrate...yah! i'm happy. boo, i'm sad. grrr, i'm mad.
Didn't say it's wrong, but why is it the GOAL of everyone's life, to be happy? Happiness is relative, you can be the poorest person in the world
and be happy. So we all search for money/love other crap that society SAYS makes you happy but when we get it, we realize it was bull. The highest
suicide rate in the world is rich white people. Aren't they supposed to be happy? Hmm.. and this is the whole point. We strive for happiness more
than we strive for truth. Whatever brings us emotional/physical/mental satisfaction is what we live for, but you know, ALL humans are service to self
beings, and that's the reason. We can't fathom an existance without the strive for "love, family, happiness, pleasure..." because that's all we
know, too bad most of it is an illusion. Love doesn't exist, it's just a word describing a bunch of pleasure-inducing synapses in your brain, so
love is pleasure.... that's all it is. "I love you" means "I get pleasure from being around you, you give me sense of control because I feel like
I own you since you don't have sex with anyone else, you have a nice facial structure, you give me your energy just because you "love" me when no
one else did, and you're my provider of physical/emotional pleasure.... Many times you think about getting out of this but society and other
"pressures" make sure you think twice, or face consequences! And that means I lose my control over you, control over my constant FEED of energy from
you, so I'd go nuts and really upset that this has to end. You're terminating my energy feed, you shall be avenged!".