Originally posted by saint4God
On topic though, interested in hearing what news William has as far as possible causes or thoughts about the perspectives offered.
I have been following this thread closely, and am very interested in what everyone has to say. I will add this though. I spent over a month in the
hospital this year due to some kidney infections, which are related to my condition. I was in the hospital and had alot of time to think about things.
And I was thinking about my cancer. I sort of said to myself, "What if these bastards gave it to me for some reason?" The best reason I could
suggest is that it had something to do with Camp Hero. The people who came up with the Montauk conspiracies have been seriously discredited, and that
makes me wonder.
Believe me, I know how crazy and paranoid it sounds to say "Hey, I think the cabal gave me cancer." I really do. If you have known me for a while
you will know that I am a reasonable person, although I do really like subjects that are 'out there' and I try and keep an open mind to everything.
I guess what happened was I was feeling angry that I have gotten sick. Plus I was very stressed out as they were putting nephrostomy tubes in me, and
that is not something I want with all of the other medical conditions that have been placed upon me.
More background: I went into the hospital on December 26th of 2006. I spent New years in the hospital. I was really upset about that, as I really
wanted to celebrate this New Years, as I was in the hospital the previous New Years for surgery. So I guess at some point, I was lying there, feeling
angry, feeling scared that I might need the tubes permanently (they are out now), feeling a bit sorry for myself. And all of a sudden I said "Hey,
maybe they gave me cancer, and have made me suffer all of this on purpose." It was sort of liberating, and it made me feel better. Now I could
concentrate again, I had something I could focus on.
I still kept my theory to myself, and it is just a theory, and thats why I posted it in Skunk Works. I have read alot of the posts in the anonomous
board, and some of the flames have been quite cruel. But I am ignoring that because I know where it is coming from.
I expected alot of skepticism, so I am not really too shocked by it. Alot of it I have already thought of. But as I said earlier, I really do have an
open mind, I am well aware of some of the despicable things the spooks have done, and in all honesty I can say I would not put it above them to do
something like this to me. Not for just some random reason, not just because "Everyone's out to get me!" but perhaps because I was digging where
they didn't want me to.
So I shared my theory with you guys, although I was quite a bit angry when I did, which I regret. Anyhow, whether I sound like a nut or not, it has
made me feelmuch better to share my thoughts with the community. I have been off of chemotherapy since the beginning of December, and I feel better
than I have in over a year. Seriously. But I am starting it up again at the end of this month, and I know it has a tendency to make me feel apathetic.
In which case I could never have posted what I did.
Somebody mentioned earlier that they think they would be scared to walk around the base at night. Let me assure you, it can feel scary when you are
there by yourself during the day. The place is creepy.
I don't know if you read the GATR thread, but I find it very intriguing that the only way to reach the government radio area is by tresspassing on
private property. Thats another reason why I don't just dismiss my crazy theory off hand. And while I haven't been able to get pictures for proof, I
swear that I have seen black military helicopters out there with no obvious markings on them.
I know I am jumping around a bit here, but let me say. I was diagnosed with cancer in August of 2003. Sorry, I dont remember the exact date. I was so
fortunate to get the surgeon I did to take my case. It was really a serious case of coincidences that happened that leaves little doubt in my mind
that I was getting help from above. The cancer recurred and I had more surgery in December of 2005. I have been on chemo since, minus my vacation, and
I am in good health. My doctor often comments that if someone just looked at me they would have no idea that I was sick.
Sorry for going off track, but people have been asking me about the illness so thought I would add it. Can I swear that spooks gave me cancer, for
digging around the base, no. But I don't dismiss the idea either. I do think it is possible. So call me names if you want, I have faced worse.