people, listen to me, page 3

there was also some dreams or at least one, where there is a coast and i and severel people are at this coast. and in front of us are wuthering waves.
either there comes someone out of this waves attacking us or the people try to get in the sea and swim in order to reach a certain point, but they wont make it.
the sea would always blow us back.

some years ago i dreamed a lot about the end of the world. it was at a coast to. but i was alone. the sky was purple and with dark black clouds. the see was also black. and behind me, there were ruins of a city. i had this dream often. especially that colouring of the sky i saw often in my dreams.

i started to learn turkish some 2 weeks ago. i dont know many words yet. but as i was looking at a tree recently, a word popped up in my mind. it was "nesef".
i looked it up and it appeared to be a turkish word, meaning "healing". i´m not sure, maybe the word was "nese" (speak nesche), which also means vitality.
all my life long i feel very appealed by trees. i also have some kind of "imagination" throughout my whole life, where i sit under a chestnut tree and he´s watching me, protecting me. i´m very small in this imagination, but that tree is my guide through life, i somehow know that.

one time i was relaxing on my bed and i freed up my mind. and i wanted to contact "them". suddenly i heard ticking voices inside my head.
it sounded like a morse code, but it wasnt one. i knew what these sound patterns would mean and i focused on them and so i was able, to talk with someone, i think.
they said a lot to me, and i also asked question, like if i got them right and they did answer with "yes" or they repeated the question with other words, so that was what really made me wonder - my interaction.
i also lost concentration on the contact because i was thinking to myself i would be hallucinating, but then the contact came back and this time it was another sound. like the blowing of wind and rushing of water and a high tone, a mixture of that. and "they" said, that i would be having difficulties to hear them and that they have changed the "channel" and if i would be able to understand them better now - but i was too unconcentrated at that point and i would not want to believe what happened.

on 01.03 i feeled like i had a conversation with them again. but this time i just came with no sound or so, but it sounded like my inner voice as if i would be talking to myself.

i really dont know, what that all is! and i need help!
i cant handle this! i dont know what to think and what to do!

you know, the funny thin is. as they talked to me, i told someone other about this and that i´d be not sure if its for real or not. so i said i will be asking for a sign, that they show up, i was asking for an ufo to appear and the next day, i saw it... ....

best regards.
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yeah, i forgot that ball of light flashing in my room.

i just wanted to go to bed and had the lights turned out.
as i was lying there and thinking about this and that, there suddenly flashed a small smooth silver light in the corner of my room. i immediately went up and put the lights back on, but of course, there was nothing. it was impossible for the any light to come in my room from the outside.

what was that?

best regards.
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Hello Helge,
Thanks for sharing your experiences with me. You described them nicely. You said, "so i said i will be asking for a sign, that they show up, i was asking for an ufo to appear and the next day, i saw it..." What more are you looking for? :-) You have a connection with the star people. You need to wake up--wake up your mind so you can accept these things as real. You have had many things happen in your life that are hard to accept because we have all been conditioned to believe that these wonderful things are not real, but they are real. And you know it. So get that into your head and you will be able to figure everything out!
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