Subject: Re: By the way...
from: cometa
sent: 1/3/07 at 16:15
hey, there.
just wanted to let you know, that i feel a bit better about this all now. i just woke up and i felt lots better than the past 2 days i spent in
insomnia and fear. today, once again, im thinking the same what you´ve said, that i should enjoy every day, seek the good and not the bad.
one thing about i really wonder about, is that street lights went out, when i passed them by - i just find that so cool, too.
i´m living with 3 other guys. i´m a student, attending a university. currently i´m learning turkish, too. just for you to know.
yesterday evening, i was alone at home, while writing to you. at some point i really got damn scared and i thought someones here, and i got the balls
of light pretty often in the corner of my eyes. i have it often. and also i have some optical disturbances like when i watch a door, or a window or
horizontal lines / structures, that they begin to flicker or move, i dont know. maybe this all comes from the lack of sleep.
i was also very surprised to read about balls of lights in ones bedroom on this page, because it was exactly like my experience.
do you think we were abducted? i always try to recall something inside my mind, but i havent found anything yet.
i then wanted to try to establish contact again. i walked through the flat and closed all doors, but mine. i then relaxed on my bed, but i was too
freaking scared and tired from not having slept the past days. i felt like nervous, like high on coffee or so. as i was concentrating there was some
sound inside of our flat, like someone moved something, put a glass on a desk, or like something going on, i dont know and this scared me, too.
but i will really try to reach them again, because i want to find out about it and i have to and i want to face it.
"On the wings of a snow-white dove
He sends His pure sweet love
A sign from above (sign from above)
On the wings of a dove (wings of a dove)
When troubles surround us, when evils come
The body grows weak (body grows weak)
The spirit grows numb (spirit grows numb)
When these things beset us, He doesn't forget us
He sends down His love (sends down His love)
On the wings of a dove (wings of a dove)"
ferlin husky - wings of a dove
best regards, onthedeck.
as soon as something comes in or happens, i´ll let you know.
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