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Originally posted by GENERAL EYES
Unfortunately - I had a high propesnsity to lose myself in imaginary worlds - growing up and only child I played in my own head most of the time. Always being the "new kid" at school didn't help much socially, so I turned to more intellectual and personal interests as opposed to trying to integrate into the social structure.
I had a high tendancy towards disassociation early on - and now, in my adult years, I find that when I get taken back to this childish state of mind it's a natural high. It's addictive in it's attraction
Originally posted by Skyfloating
For me the most basic human right is to feel at ease. Anything less is unacceptable to me. I know there are a lot of people who settle for less, and its hard for me to understand. I am wishing you a massive amount of sunshine, meditation, spa-visits, massages, good food, good movies, good books, good friends and total clarity on what is going on.
Originally posted by General Eyes
True. I've wondered if I was a "throwaway" because of recent treatment - but it might just be the area I'm living in.